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Post by Deleted on Jul 18, 2013 11:43:45 GMT -5
apart from the comments on Top´s offline life of which i know almost nothing, i totally agree with Reefs here..it would seem logical that his failures here reflected in his offline life though. but then we all mess up dont we.have a nice day top you hurt so much trying to make people jump through your hoops wont work here...and if they dont jump exactlçy the way you like it, you start annoying them, deliberately.That is insincerity.It comes from your pain..i feel it clearly.Maybe you pushed it out of your surface consciousness, but it is there.We have a planet full of a.sses like that.I thought this place was different... when i came here i missed the sign : THIS SITE IS RUN AND RULED BY TOPOLOGY.IT IS ABOUT SPIRITUAL TEACHERS BUT YOU´RE NOT ALLOWED TO QUOTE THEM.AND WHEN YOU do TALK ABOUT YOURSELF (EGO) WHICH I URGE YOU TO DO, I WILL IGNORE OR ATTACK IT, AS EGO.in my case, i was an innocent newcomer, (butterfly, now astrokite) and tried to accomodate Top,and posted a few personal accounts and stories, what the bleep did i know.But he completely ignored what i wrote about myself and kept throwing stupid questions at me which i duly replied to, until i realised what was going on. what a shame. i understand that Peter (staff) likes this. that is incomprehensible to me. this could be a great place. it is not about words,discussion, it is about energy and experience.there are some folk here that contribute by way of energy,the words are(to me) just outside decoration, a signpost, they transmit some of their experience and i learn from that.Others do too, but may not be aware of it. ps and before you start going on about me having 2 different accounts here, i dont use the astrokite one, though i may edit or improve some postings there..they are for future reference and future forummers who search on ´´sri aurobindo ´´ in retrospect ´´butterfly´´ was too presumptuous i guess, i was on a high and thought i would never come down again.but i guess that´s what yoga practice (integral yoga that is) is about....expansion, contraction, from the summits into the underground, and then back up again. and yes, there is a witness behind it all. from a sunny portugal sunshine Welcome back to the forum, sunshine. welcome back to the forum sunshine???
what a (nasty word) you are. in the recent thread of Zendancer you mock those ''obsessed with energies and some kind of ascension'', what a sneaky approach that is ! say it in my face dude.
too f#cking scared, cause i wipe the floor with that little critter you let out whenever someting bothers you.You never say directly what you mean, at least not to me.you sit on your intellectual nondual highhorse and you hope ypou wont get hurt.But you hurt, bro.Heal it.
multiple personality disorder. a common disease among men and women these days. this site is not about spirituality, it is about little ego s battling for ground.Like ww1. well i no longer mock tiny minds who revel in their own puny thoughts of which they have no way of arresting.I pity them.Your handicap is your intellect.You think you know stuff. i cant follow all that intellectual gymnastics.I am a simple artist.I live. I SEE. i give, in art and music. my insights are lost on most here.Maybe i should just walk away like i did before. gotta go, some kids wnat to use the state computer... hopefully the games will help them in their future lives.. fwiw heal yourself
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Post by topology on Jul 18, 2013 11:46:48 GMT -5
Welcome back to the forum, sunshine. welcome back to the forum sunshine???
what a (nasty word) you are. in the recent thread of Zendancer you mock those ''obsessed with energies and some kind of ascension'', what a sneaky approach that is ! say it in my face dude.
too f#cking scared, cause i wipe the floor with that little critter you let out whenever someting bothers you.You never say directly what you mean, at least not to me.you sit on your intellectual nondual highhorse and you hope ypou wont get hurt.But you hurt, bro.Heal it.
multiple personality disorder. a common disease among men and women these days. this site is not about spirituality, it is about little ego s battling for ground.Like ww1. well i no longer mock tiny minds who revel in their own puny thoughts of which they have no way of arresting.I pity them.Your handicap is your intellect.You think you know stuff. i cant follow all that intellectual gymnastics.I am a simple artist.I live. I SEE. i give, in art and music. my insights are lost on most here.Maybe i should just walk away like i did before. gotta go, some kids wnat to use the state computer... hopefully the games will help them in their future lives.. fwiw heal yourself You make me laugh. I respond neutral to you and you give me venom. The only poison that exists is the poison already in your heart. Heal yourself.
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Post by Reefs on Jul 19, 2013 2:02:10 GMT -5
You make me laugh. I respond neutral to you and you give me venom. The only poison that exists is the poison already in your heart. Heal yourself. Sunshine has a point there, Top. Sunshine certainly has some hick-ups but your reaction isn't any different. When someone tells you "You suck, Top!", your first reaction is still "No, YOU suck!". You don't actually think that you are spreading positivity and love here, do you?
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Post by Deleted on Jul 19, 2013 3:47:09 GMT -5
may your friends venom also be the antidote to your illness
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Post by Deleted on Jul 19, 2013 3:50:56 GMT -5
Can our enemies hold the solution to our problems... What is it in another that we have already too-much of within ourselves.... What ever it is, hit me with it.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 19, 2013 4:00:14 GMT -5
professional mourners...far out! anything to make money, put on a good show! I almost lost my life at Sri's ashram, delhi. It was a wonderous occasion.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 19, 2013 6:25:58 GMT -5
You make me laugh. I respond neutral to you and you give me venom. The only poison that exists is the poison already in your heart. Heal yourself. you do not respond neutral to me, you ´´come out sideways´´ to use an lsd term.You did that in the thread ´´perfect madness by donna gorell.´´ of course not directly, in my face , but sneakily. r e s p o n d to that, you dont deny it do you. so drink your own poison dude. i am mostly emptyness ,´´ I´´ react to what comes into ´´me´´ I´´ temporarily identify with (in this case your) venom. And mirror it back if i think it is appropriate. in other cases i heal the other person, often without him or her even being aware of it.I do not choose for that.It is bloody hard sometimes.apparently that is my designated task here on the planet.I do not complain, as i do get some really wonderful responses from several folk here, which make it all worthwhile. Some replies not written in words, but energy.(thanks!) i am the one who can walk away from here for 6 months. You couldnt if you tried.Addicted.(goes for a few others here as well btw but never mind). when i was a newcomer i made the unforgivable, deadly mistake to sincerely try and help you. you reacted as if bitten by a wasp. ever since it trouble between us. serenity sunshine
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Post by ???????? ???????????? on Jul 19, 2013 6:39:16 GMT -5
You make me laugh. I respond neutral to you and you give me venom. The only poison that exists is the poison already in your heart. Heal yourself. you do not respond neutral to me, you ´´come out sideways´´ to use an lsd term.You did that in the thread ´´perfect madness by donna gorell.´´ of course not directly, in my face , but sneakily. r e s p o n d to that, you dont deny it do you. so drink your own poison dude. i am mostly emptyness ,´´ I´´ react to what comes into ´´me´´ I´´ temporarily identify with (in this case your) venom. And mirror it back if i think it is appropriate. in other cases i heal the other person, often without him or her even being aware of it.I do not choose for that.It is bloody hard sometimes.apparently that is my designated task here on the planet.I do not complain, as i do get some really wonderful responses from several folk here, which make it all worthwhile. Some replies not written in words, but energy.(thanks!) i am the one who can walk away from here for 6 months. You couldnt if you tried.Addicted.(goes for a few others here as well btw but never mind). when i was a newcomer i made the unforgivable, deadly mistake to sincerely try and help you. you reacted as if bitten by a wasp. ever since it trouble between us. serenity sunshine Topology is a troll and everyone here knows it. If you keep replying to him then the joke is on you.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 19, 2013 6:45:06 GMT -5
you do not respond neutral to me, you ´´come out sideways´´ to use an lsd term.You did that in the thread ´´perfect madness by donna gorell.´´ of course not directly, in my face , but sneakily. r e s p o n d to that, you dont deny it do you. so drink your own poison dude. i am mostly emptyness ,´´ I´´ react to what comes into ´´me´´ I´´ temporarily identify with (in this case your) venom. And mirror it back if i think it is appropriate. in other cases i heal the other person, often without him or her even being aware of it.I do not choose for that.It is bloody hard sometimes.apparently that is my designated task here on the planet.I do not complain, as i do get some really wonderful responses from several folk here, which make it all worthwhile. Some replies not written in words, but energy.(thanks!) i am the one who can walk away from here for 6 months. You couldnt if you tried.Addicted.(goes for a few others here as well btw but never mind). when i was a newcomer i made the unforgivable, deadly mistake to sincerely try and help you. you reacted as if bitten by a wasp. ever since it trouble between us. serenity sunshine Topology is a troll and everyone here knows it. If you keep replying to him then the joke is on you. thanks, got it.
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Post by topology on Jul 19, 2013 8:00:17 GMT -5
you do not respond neutral to me, you ´´come out sideways´´ to use an lsd term.You did that in the thread ´´perfect madness by donna gorell.´´ of course not directly, in my face , but sneakily. r e s p o n d to that, you dont deny it do you. so drink your own poison dude. i am mostly emptyness ,´´ I´´ react to what comes into ´´me´´ I´´ temporarily identify with (in this case your) venom. And mirror it back if i think it is appropriate. in other cases i heal the other person, often without him or her even being aware of it.I do not choose for that.It is bloody hard sometimes.apparently that is my designated task here on the planet.I do not complain, as i do get some really wonderful responses from several folk here, which make it all worthwhile. Some replies not written in words, but energy.(thanks!) i am the one who can walk away from here for 6 months. You couldnt if you tried.Addicted.(goes for a few others here as well btw but never mind). when i was a newcomer i made the unforgivable, deadly mistake to sincerely try and help you. you reacted as if bitten by a wasp. ever since it trouble between us. serenity sunshine Topology is a troll and everyone here knows it. If you keep replying to him then the joke is on you. Yeah, you made yourself the butt of your own Joke for several days.
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Post by topology on Jul 19, 2013 8:04:50 GMT -5
You make me laugh. I respond neutral to you and you give me venom. The only poison that exists is the poison already in your heart. Heal yourself. Sunshine has a point there, Top. Sunshine certainly has some hick-ups but your reaction isn't any different. When someone tells you "You suck, Top!", your first reaction is still "No, YOU suck!". You don't actually think that you are spreading positivity and love here, do you? No, Reefs. Dumpster dive into the time line of interaction between sunshine and I. My first response was to say hi and welcome back to the forum. That was in response to a post that was negative about me. After continued animosity sent in my direction, I'm just pointing out who is bringing the pain, anger and attack.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 19, 2013 8:17:38 GMT -5
Topology is a troll and everyone here knows it. If you keep replying to him then the joke is on you. Yeah, you made yourself the butt of your own Joke for several days.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 19, 2013 8:23:31 GMT -5
Sunshine has a point there, Top. Sunshine certainly has some hick-ups but your reaction isn't any different. When someone tells you "You suck, Top!", your first reaction is still "No, YOU suck!". You don't actually think that you are spreading positivity and love here, do you? No, Reefs. Dumpster dive into the time line of interaction between sunshine and I. My first response was to say hi and welcome back to the forum. That was in response to a post that was negative about me. After continued animosity sent in my direction, I'm just pointing out who is bringing the pain, anger and attack. not true...i make the point that he came with afake smile and then in a sneaky way tried to vent his frustration by making the above mentioned remarques in another thread. I was offline all that time. in the perfect madness thread he tries to make a poser and a liar of me, again, puré malice. i now understand why they cal it troll...i used the word gnome, ibut had no knowledge of ´´computer language ´´
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Post by topology on Jul 19, 2013 8:26:27 GMT -5
No, Reefs. Dumpster dive into the time line of interaction between sunshine and I. My first response was to say hi and welcome back to the forum. That was in response to a post that was negative about me. After continued animosity sent in my direction, I'm just pointing out who is bringing the pain, anger and attack. not true...i make the point that he came with afake smile and then in a sneaky way tried to vent his frustration by making the above mentioned remarques in another thread. I was offline all that time. My smile and affection for you are real. I'm sorry you can't see that.
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Post by Deleted on Jul 19, 2013 8:32:33 GMT -5
not true...i make the point that he came with afake smile and then in a sneaky way tried to vent his frustration by making the above mentioned remarques in another thread. I was offline all that time. My smile and affection for you are real. I'm sorry you can't see that. well the smile didnt last long since yopu were venting your frustration there for real too, why dont you just admit that? last time we parted you were so desperate ...you could not accept that i just left you standing there...remem,ber? serious addiction , serious hurt
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