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Post by laughter on Mar 10, 2013 22:27:15 GMT -5
Welcome back topology "of course you did James" "$5000 dollars! $5000 dollars!" "I just got mugged by some hooker and a wigged-out dentist!" "And then ya' had to go and do that thing with your teeth ... this ain't about that no more ... it's just about following orders" "see? ... no scent ..." "I'm in insurance" |
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Post by Reefs on Mar 10, 2013 22:28:42 GMT -5
No, but I can't explain to your thought police why they are not needed when you are conscious. Their first reaction is to draw their guns. I don't think you can understand not being driven by an ongoing series of personally formed motivations. We've had this discussion before regarding posting habits. Again, there is a world of difference between being driven by an ongoing series of personally formed motivations and being aware of what mind is doing. It's quite simple. Were you conscious when you read Arisha's posts and then reported them? You supposedly have no idea what mind was doing at the time, what feelings were present, what thoughts arose as you read those posts, so clearly not. Everybody brace yourself! Heavy twisting coming your way! LOL! How conscious were you when you were bellyaching about B? You can fool yourself, we see that in your every post. But you can't fool us anymore with your twisting. |
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Post by Deleted on Mar 10, 2013 22:28:58 GMT -5
But not the one prior that? Really? No E. I'm not talking about justification here at all at this point, but rather 'being aware of what mind is doing.' There's a world of difference between laughing spontaneously and reporting a post. One is an act of appreciation, the other...well, likely,not so much.  That is of course, unless you were reporting Arisha's posts because you were appreciating & resonating with them...? Indeed, many actions arise spontaneously, however, depending upon the nature of the action, it becomes more or less important to understand and be aware of the thoughts that preceded it. When someone gets murdered for instance, it would likely serve the killer well to have a gander at what thoughts preceded his action.....when someone offers his last dollar to a homeless person on the street, without stopping to consider what or why he's doing it....quite a different thing. IN the case of reporting posts, it's certainly no 'crime' but nevertheless, there is very likely a sense that 'all is not well' behind it. Again no biggie......no need to harshly judge that sense of things being not all well and good, but it is important to SEE it for what it is. With Behaviors that arise out of a sense of wanting to change others or change circumstances that really need not impact us negatively, it is important to understand the underlying mechanisms that precipitate them....and not necessary to snuff them out, but more to ensure that we are acting from a position of clarity rather than unconsciousness. Yes, it's a good focus for you and I encourage it. And yet, you don't see any importance for you, yourself, to be aware of such things......why would that be? |
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Post by Reefs on Mar 10, 2013 22:30:40 GMT -5
Yes, it's a good focus for you and I encourage it. And yet, you don't see any importance for you, yourself, to be aware of such things......why would that be? Do you even know what 'aware' means? Your delusional fairytale spirituality won't allow you to be really aware. That's your fate. |
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Post by Deleted on Mar 10, 2013 22:33:53 GMT -5
Again, there is a world of difference between being driven by an ongoing series of personally formed motivations and being aware of what mind is doing. It's quite simple. Were you conscious when you read Arisha's posts and then reported them? You supposedly have no idea what mind was doing at the time, what feelings were present, what thoughts arose as you read those posts, so clearly not. Everybody brace yourself! Heavy twisting coming your way! LOL! How conscious were you when you were bellyaching about B? You can fool yourself, we see that in your every post. But you can't fool us anymore with your twisting. I don't believe I actually did a whole lot of bellyaching about B. But, Feel free to offer up a post or two that proves me wrong.  I will say that I did not necessarily enjoy his continual posting of 'snake' but it wasn't really that big of a deal....I pretty much let it go up to the point where I asked him to please stop. What DID impact me, was when he told me I'd do well to have the everlasting crap beaten out of me. There were a myriad of feelings and thoughts that arose with that one and it was actually in the end, quite illuminating. |
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Post by Beingist on Mar 10, 2013 22:58:40 GMT -5
Everybody brace yourself! Heavy twisting coming your way! LOL! How conscious were you when you were bellyaching about B? You can fool yourself, we see that in your every post. But you can't fool us anymore with your twisting. I don't believe I actually did a whole lot of bellyaching about B. But, Feel free to offer up a post or two that proves me wrong. I will say that I did not necessarily enjoy his continual posting of 'snake' but it wasn't really that big of a deal....I pretty much let it go up to the point where I asked him to please stop. What DID impact me, was when he told me I'd do well to have the everlasting crap beaten out of me. There were a myriad of feelings and thoughts that arose with that one and it was actually in the end, quite illuminating. , I kinda figgered it would be, but wasn't expecting it to be. |
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Post by Reefs on Mar 10, 2013 23:11:05 GMT -5
I don't believe I actually did a whole lot of bellyaching about B. But, Feel free to offer up a post or two that proves me wrong. I will say that I did not necessarily enjoy his continual posting of 'snake' but it wasn't really that big of a deal....I pretty much let it go up to the point where I asked him to please stop. What DID impact me, was when he told me I'd do well to have the everlasting crap beaten out of me. There were a myriad of feelings and thoughts that arose with that one and it was actually in the end, quite illuminating. , I kinda figgered it would be, but wasn't expecting it to be. Exactly. It kicked her out of her fantasy ease peace joy trance for a second. It hit her so heavy that she even left and deleted her account. But she's going to twist that again. Wait and see. |
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Post by Reefs on Mar 10, 2013 23:13:26 GMT -5
Everybody brace yourself! Heavy twisting coming your way! LOL! How conscious were you when you were bellyaching about B? You can fool yourself, we see that in your every post. But you can't fool us anymore with your twisting. I don't believe I actually did a whole lot of bellyaching about B. But, Feel free to offer up a post or two that proves me wrong. I will say that I did not necessarily enjoy his continual posting of 'snake' but it wasn't really that big of a deal....I pretty much let it go up to the point where I asked him to please stop. What DID impact me, was when he told me I'd do well to have the everlasting crap beaten out of me. There were a myriad of feelings and thoughts that arose with that one and it was actually in the end, quite illuminating. Illuminating but without real consequences as we see now. Nothing changed. You will never change. You are lost in your unicorn spirituality. All you can do is talk talk talk talk talk and when your contradictions are catching up, you do the chicken run. That's your destiny. |
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Post by Deleted on Mar 10, 2013 23:20:41 GMT -5
Welcome back topology
"of course you did James"
"$5000 dollars! $5000 dollars!"
"I just got mugged by some hooker and a wigged-out dentist!"
"And then ya' had to go and do that thing with your teeth ... this ain't about that no more ... it's just about following orders"
"see? ... no scent ..."
"I'm in insurance" Don't mock me my friend. It's a condition of mental divergence. I find myself on the planet Ogo, part of an intellectual elite, preparing to subjugate the barbarian hordes on Pluto. But even though this is a totally convincing reality for me in every way, nevertheless Ogo is actually a construct of my psyche. I am mentally divergent, in that I am escaping certain unnamed realities that plague my life here. When I stop going there, I will be well. Are you also divergent, friend? Jeffrey Goines: Telephone call? Telephone call? That's communication with the outside world. Doctor's *discretion*. Nuh-uh. Look, hey - all of these nuts could just make phone calls, they could spread insanity, oozing through telephone cables, oozing into the ears of all these poor sane people, infecting them. Wackos everywhere, plague of madness. Jeffrey Goines: You know what crazy is? Crazy is majority rules. Take germs, for example. James Cole: Germs? Jeffrey Goines: Uh-huh. In the eighteenth century, no such thing, nada, nothing. No one ever imagined such a thing. No sane person, anyway. Ah! Ah! Along comes this doctor, uh, uh, uh, Semmelweis, Semmelweis. Semmelweis comes along. He's trying to convince people, well, other doctors mainly, that's there's these teeny tiny invisible bad things called germs that get into your body and make you sick. Ah? He's trying to get doctors to wash their hands. What is this guy? Crazy? Teeny, tiny, invisible? What do you call it? Uh-uh, germs? Huh? What? Now, cut to the 20th century. Last week, as a matter of fact, before I got dragged into this hellhole. I go in to order a burger in this fast food joint, and the guy drops it on the floor. Jim, he picks it up, he wipes it off, he hands it to me like it's all OK. "What about the germs?" I say. He says, "I don't believe in germs. Germs is just a plot they made up so they can sell you disinfectants and soaps." Now he's crazy, right? See? James Cole: Oh, wouldn't it be great if I was crazy? Then the world would be okay. Dr. Owen Fletcher: Kathryn, you're a rational person. You're a trained psychiatrist. You know the difference between what's real and what's not. Dr. Kathryn Railly: And what we say is the truth is what everybody accepts. Right, Owen? I mean, psychiatry: it's the latest religion. We decide what's right and wrong. We decide who's crazy or not. I'm in trouble here. I'm losing my faith. Jeffrey Goines: You are a total nutcase, completely deranged, delusional, paranoid. Your thought process is all effed up. Your information train is jammed, man!
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Post by Reefs on Mar 10, 2013 23:24:37 GMT -5
More shameless lies and backpedaling. Is that your idea of spirituality? Where is your website link, btw? Are you afraid of some negative backlash? Having a peace and love and joy website and then coming here to spend your time with nonstop b!tching and bickering, don't you see the split mind trick here? Where have I 'lied'? Tell us about the website link. You are trying to avoid negative backlash. |
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Post by Deleted on Mar 10, 2013 23:54:38 GMT -5
Tell us about the website link. You are trying to avoid negative backlash. What do you mean by trying to avoid negative backlash? From my site visitors or from those on this forum? I've got an article in the works right now with a link to a recent conversation here on ST that I'll be posting asap. So, I am actually purposefully directing my site visitors to read what I've written here. I deleted links to my site a ways back, from many other sites as google suddenly started penalizing websites for supposed 'unnatural' links and links it did not deem relevant. I never received much traffic from the link here anyway. What's wrong Reefs..... Are you missing your time on my site? ;D |
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Post by Deleted on Mar 11, 2013 0:13:24 GMT -5
Ex post facto, I kinda figgered it would be, but wasn't expecting it to be. Exactly. It kicked her out of her fantasy ease peace joy trance for a second. It hit her so heavy that she even left and deleted her account. But she's going to twist that again. Wait and see. That was not why I left, not why I deleted my account. |
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Post by tzujanli on Mar 11, 2013 0:15:08 GMT -5
Greetings.. Greetings.. You know.. it's becoming fun to watch you either imagine or misinterpret what is said, then apply faulty logic to arrive at a post that has no actual relation to the referenced post other than your belief that it does, unless.. you did read the "unless" in the referenced post, right.. the indication of hypothetical.. is this intentional? Be well.. ... oh, I'm sorry, did I misunderstand you?  So by this: ... you didn't mean to subscribe to the idea that "the enemy is within"? ... so that means that "the enemy can be external to us"? and you didn't answer, so I'll ask again: do you really think that there's a human being hiding out up there in rural Oregon who seriously dislikes you? Oh, i thought that was a rhetorical question.. i don't know, Phil won't meet on a level playing field and have an open, honest, respectful, direct discussion.. but, he will make excuses and misrepresent the issues to avoid the discussions.. Yes, you do misunderstand.. suppose the references are not directed where you want to 'think' the are? why do you believe there's an argument needing your services? why have you dropped the formalities of "Dear Tzu", and "kind sir"? or 'with warm regards', has there been a change in our relationship? Be well.. |
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Post by Reefs on Mar 11, 2013 0:30:01 GMT -5
Exactly. It kicked her out of her fantasy ease peace joy trance for a second. It hit her so heavy that she even left and deleted her account. But she's going to twist that again. Wait and see. That was not why I left, not why I deleted my account. Oh dear ... how unpredictable your response. |
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Post by Deleted on Mar 11, 2013 0:39:45 GMT -5
That was not why I left, not why I deleted my account. Oh dear ... how unpredictable your response. There was actually quite a time lag between my decision to leave the forum and the whole business with B. If he'd been the reason for my leaving, surely I would have done it when he told me I'd benefit from a good beating? My leaving was really no mystery..... a loss of interest in what I was doing here for sure, but more important than that, other things calling to me and an understanding that in deleting my account, I was honoring my commitment to those other things. I popped in a few time to read, but without an actual account, there was no danger of getting embroiled in an interesting discussion and losing half a day of work time. |
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I will say that I did not necessarily enjoy his continual posting of 'snake' but it wasn't really that big of a deal....I pretty much let it go up to the point where I asked him to please stop.
