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Post by lemongrass on May 23, 2012 15:22:45 GMT -5
No. Pain and violence forever. Well, yeah, that's a choice. When I was your age, I used to make that choice, too. I was wild. It took a lot of painful experiences to get out of making choices like that, too. Then, one day, I really hurt a lot of people with a choice I made (I rolled my wife's car one night on the entrance ramp to the Interstate highway, after drinking way too much- 75 feet straight down). Her mom lived with us at the time, and told me, "Art, you can't keep making that choice. It's hurting too many people." I saw the pain in her eyes. So, afterwards, I went upstairs and took a good hard look in the mirror. I realized it was time to make some changes. I didn't like what was looking back at me. My woes didn't end that night. Lot's of repercussions from that choice. But it was a defining moment. Every moment is. Wow you are stupid. My aggression is way more controlled than that, and capable of results. How temporary those results from others are or how dependent they are on my will is a question.
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Post by living on May 23, 2012 15:23:09 GMT -5
You have to decide who you want to be, lemongrass. I'm here for you.
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Post by lemongrass on May 23, 2012 15:25:24 GMT -5
You have to decide who you want to be, lemongrass. I'm here for you. If you really want to change people, I recommend you change others. I know myself too well to learn from you.
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Post by living on May 23, 2012 15:27:11 GMT -5
Well, yeah, that's a choice. When I was your age, I used to make that choice, too. I was wild. It took a lot of painful experiences to get out of making choices like that, too. Then, one day, I really hurt a lot of people with a choice I made (I rolled my wife's car one night on the entrance ramp to the Interstate highway, after drinking way too much- 75 feet straight down). Her mom lived with us at the time, and told me, "Art, you can't keep making that choice. It's hurting too many people." I saw the pain in her eyes. So, afterwards, I went upstairs and took a good hard look in the mirror. I realized it was time to make some changes. I didn't like what was looking back at me. My woes didn't end that night. Lot's of repercussions from that choice. But it was a defining moment. Every moment is. Wow you are stupid. My aggression is way more controlled than that, and capable of results. How temporary those results from others are or how dependent they are on my will is a question. You're blowing smoke up your a$$.
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Post by lemongrass on May 23, 2012 15:28:58 GMT -5
Wow you are stupid. My aggression is way more controlled than that, and capable of results. How temporary those results from others are or how dependent they are on my will is a question. You're blowing smoke up your a$$. You could same the same thing for doing anything in this world. I'm quite aware it's all impermanent.
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Post by living on May 23, 2012 15:30:08 GMT -5
You have to decide who you want to be, lemongrass. I'm here for you. If you really want to change people, I recommend you change others. I know myself too well to learn from you. I'm not here to change others. I'm here being who I am. When you've had enough of your self-inflicted pain, you'll make the change.
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Post by lemongrass on May 23, 2012 15:30:57 GMT -5
If you really want to change people, I recommend you change others. I know myself too well to learn from you. I'm not here to change others. I'm here being who I am. When you've had enough of your self-inflicted pain, you'll make the change. You know less than I do, you pretentious moron. As I've said before, you can blow up and cut egos while not suffering.
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Post by living on May 23, 2012 15:33:19 GMT -5
You're blowing smoke up your a$$. You could same the same thing for doing anything in this world. I'm quite aware it's all impermanent. That's a lofty perch evaluation. One day you'll grow tired of that view.
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Post by question on May 23, 2012 15:36:37 GMT -5
Hardly. Go back and read your exchanges with others here. You've already defeated yourself. There is a way forward. Love yourself. Then you'll have something worthwhile to share. No. Pain and violence forever. That's the second time you've said that. What do you mean by it? (Just curious. I don't want no trouble today.)
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Post by lemongrass on May 23, 2012 15:36:55 GMT -5
You could same the same thing for doing anything in this world. I'm quite aware it's all impermanent. That's a lofty perch evaluation. One day you'll grow tired of that view. Quite right actually. Maybe I'll stick around forever.
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Post by living on May 23, 2012 15:40:50 GMT -5
You know less than I do, you pretentious moron. true As I've said before, you can blow up and cut egos while not suffering. You've gotten into the habit of mistaking me for some kind of plaster saint.
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Post by living on May 23, 2012 15:47:15 GMT -5
That's a lofty perch evaluation. One day you'll grow tired of that view. Quite right actually. Maybe I'll stick around forever. Not on a maybe.
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Post by lemongrass on May 23, 2012 15:49:37 GMT -5
As I've said before, you can blow up and cut egos while not suffering. "You've gotten into the habit of mistaking me for some kind of plaster saint. " - living Not really. I could just be sending out obliterating energy at all times. If nothing is received as fighting back, it would probably stop. I don't really keep track of it that well though, and my skill is not very developed.
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Post by living on May 23, 2012 15:54:20 GMT -5
As I've said before, you can blow up and cut egos while not suffering. "You've gotten into the habit of mistaking me for some kind of plaster saint. " - living Not really. I could just be sending out obliterating energy at all times. Yeah, you're a real commando If nothing is received as fighting back, it would probably stop. Not a very skilled negotiator
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Post by lemongrass on May 23, 2012 15:57:02 GMT -5
"You've gotten into the habit of mistaking me for some kind of plaster saint. " - living Yeah, you're a real commando If nothing is received as fighting back, it would probably stop. Not a very skilled negotiator In case you don't know living. Lots of other people are already doing what I'm talking about, and who knows, maybe more will do it. You can cry more. 2012 is not a coincidence.
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