Post by theo on Jan 12, 2020 9:35:06 GMT -5
Few steps, long time
1955 (5 years old) : This world, my being there in this world, how comes !? People around me behave as if everything was normal, casual, how comes !?
1955 (5 years old) : This world, my being there in this world, how comes !? People around me behave as if everything was normal, casual, how comes !?
1967 : All of a sudden, nonthing changes, everything changes ! Everything I see, hear, feel, thinks, everything is still there, exactly the same as it always has beeen there, but, everything has no reality ! Nothing is real!
2007 : On this very discussion board, somebody told me : « be factual ». And that was it ! There is only reality !
From 2010 to today :
A long line of ordeals : dope dealers attack, broken spine, severe lumbago, morphinic addiction and giving up on my own, Alzheimer's, death and crisis in my family, car accident, lost of monay, home, teeth infection, poisoning (mercury, ), blood infection, cognitive troubles, ...meanwhile, iI discovered ecological and social collapse threats and did not know how to even think about it !….
And started (2015) ingéniering and leading support groups for people over anxious about the disasters to come.
This lead me to see all theses ordeals as a help to get back to reality as it is and as it appears. World collapse as a zen master ! 
