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Acewall
Oct 25, 2011 6:36:44 GMT -5
Post by charliegee on Oct 25, 2011 6:36:44 GMT -5
sending peace and love to you ...
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Acewall
Oct 26, 2011 1:03:06 GMT -5
Post by acewall on Oct 26, 2011 1:03:06 GMT -5
sending peace and love to you ... gottcha...thanks charlie... Nurse phoned and postponed appoint this morning as the Dr child was ill....tommorrows the day. |
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Acewall
Oct 27, 2011 0:41:25 GMT -5
Post by acewall on Oct 27, 2011 0:41:25 GMT -5
Wow! good news to share... although yesterday was the pits an almost like-death, it appears the GP has mis-diagnosed me. On thorough investigation by the psych it seems that ppl who have spiritual-experiences are more prone to what they call bi-polar,than depression (although i am never manic at all) and that anti-depressants aint the thing an couldve caused, the sleeplessness and irratability that I have been having this last week or so. (no sleep for days) I had a good hearing, said what I wanted to say and without holding back anything at all (including what i did last night in an effort to sleep lol) and am pleased I handled myself-well under these circumstances of severe illness, as i saw it to be. How about that. Have thrown the old-dope away and will trial this new chemical and go back over the pits in 10 days. I feel much better understanding that they were just poisoning-me with the wrong stuff.lol love to all who care for me.  |
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Acewall
Oct 28, 2011 2:50:19 GMT -5
Post by andrew on Oct 28, 2011 2:50:19 GMT -5
Wow! good news to share... although yesterday was the pits an almost like-death, it appears the GP has mis-diagnosed me. On thorough investigation by the psych it seems that ppl who have spiritual-experiences are more prone to what they call bi-polar,than depression (although i am never manic at all) and that anti-depressants aint the thing an couldve caused, the sleeplessness and irratability that I have been having this last week or so. (no sleep for days) I had a good hearing, said what I wanted to say and without holding back anything at all (including what i did last night in an effort to sleep lol) and am pleased I handled myself-well under these circumstances of severe illness, as i saw it to be. How about that. Have thrown the old-dope away and will trial this new chemical and go back over the pits in 10 days. I feel much better understanding that they were just poisoning-me with the wrong stuff.lol love to all who care for me. Hey Acewall, Ive been exploring something pretty cool lately, its called 'The Healing Code'. Might be worth exploring sometime, its very very simple (simple is good!). thehealingcodes.com/ |
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Acewall
Oct 28, 2011 3:08:33 GMT -5
Post by acewall on Oct 28, 2011 3:08:33 GMT -5
Wow! good news to share... although yesterday was the pits an almost like-death, it appears the GP has mis-diagnosed me. On thorough investigation by the psych it seems that ppl who have spiritual-experiences are more prone to what they call bi-polar,than depression (although i am never manic at all) and that anti-depressants aint the thing an couldve caused, the sleeplessness and irratability that I have been having this last week or so. (no sleep for days) I had a good hearing, said what I wanted to say and without holding back anything at all (including what i did last night in an effort to sleep lol) and am pleased I handled myself-well under these circumstances of severe illness, as i saw it to be. How about that. Have thrown the old-dope away and will trial this new chemical and go back over the pits in 10 days. I feel much better understanding that they were just poisoning-me with the wrong stuff.lol love to all who care for me. Hey Acewall, Ive been exploring something pretty cool lately, its called 'The Healing Code'. Might be worth exploring sometime, its very very simple (simple is good!). thehealingcodes.com/thanks and will take a look there...  ok, looked in. Money is required. From the Site:- Because more than 3000 years ago, King Solomon said this: “Guard your heart above EVERYTHING else, for from it flow [all] the issues of life.” .....this maybe my problem, of course I dont have a big enough-guard and I have heaps of traffic going right through me at times. Sometimes, I consider myself a Doorway and at Othertimes the Gondola-man Doing the ferrying to and fro!  |
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Acewall
Oct 28, 2011 3:23:00 GMT -5
Post by andrew on Oct 28, 2011 3:23:00 GMT -5
Hey Acewall, Ive been exploring something pretty cool lately, its called 'The Healing Code'. Might be worth exploring sometime, its very very simple (simple is good!). thehealingcodes.com/thanks and will take a look there... ok, looked in. Money is required. From the Site:- Because more than 3000 years ago, King Solomon said this: “Guard your heart above EVERYTHING else, for from it flow [all] the issues of life.” .....this maybe my problem, of course I dont have a big enough-guard and I have heaps of traffic going right through me at times. Sometimes, I consider myself a Doorway and at Othertimes the Gondola-man Doing the ferrying to and fro! I was given the healing code free but then I bought the book and realized that it didnt tell me much more than I already had been given for free. I will go and have a look to see if I can find the free thing I was given, Im not sure Ive still got it. Back in a bit. Okay....I think this was the link.... www.thehealingcode.com/iain/If it is it will tell you everything you need to know. The book basically just fills in the story behind it, the explanation of how it works, and a bunch of stories about people who have used it. |
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Acewall
Oct 28, 2011 5:17:10 GMT -5
Post by acewall on Oct 28, 2011 5:17:10 GMT -5
LOLolol, Andrew  at least it caused me laughter, the advertising and stuffing....I am thankful you have thought it may be useful for this old Dog....and a bone to chew-on. I appreciate hearty thought. Im working my way along ok right now as the sun starts disappearing into the indian Ocean here..... I have alittle anxiety after Last Nights Fiasco.... Im settling down very well. Thank you for you kind thoughts. |
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Acewall
Oct 28, 2011 6:13:39 GMT -5
Post by andrew on Oct 28, 2011 6:13:39 GMT -5
LOLolol, Andrew at least it caused me laughter, the advertising and stuffing....I am thankful you have thought it may be useful for this old Dog....and a bone to chew-on. I appreciate hearty thought. Im working my way along ok right now as the sun starts disappearing into the indian Ocean here..... I have alittle anxiety after Last Nights Fiasco.... Im settling down very well. Thank you for you kind thoughts. Ah you're welcome, sounds like a beautiful evening. |
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Acewall
Oct 29, 2011 3:43:52 GMT -5
Post by acewall on Oct 29, 2011 3:43:52 GMT -5
LOLolol, Andrew at least it caused me laughter, the advertising and stuffing....I am thankful you have thought it may be useful for this old Dog....and a bone to chew-on. I appreciate hearty thought. Im working my way along ok right now as the sun starts disappearing into the indian Ocean here..... I have alittle anxiety after Last Nights Fiasco.... Im settling down very well. Thank you for you kind thoughts. Ah you're welcome, sounds like a beautiful evening. yes, it dawned on me. After sleeplessness at middnight and the sleeping pill(x2)had nil effect i went walk-a-bout about midnight, to the Ashram and sat for a while. Enroute there i walked along darkened paths through wasteland and found three-girls in eveningdress comming my way, all giggly and happy to be taking the short-cut home, and who freaked to find a deep throated male in their midst."Good evening night walkers!" We laughed. Comming back the same route 2hours later I met two lovers, walking arm in arm and happilly passed by them, they having no fear, as nobody has FEAR in love, do they! Their reponse to meeting me was a delight and they both chatted away merrilly in loves care. When i got home, i got 5 hours sleep and now I am re-newed and without the effects of the hospitals drug which ravaged my body and mind and made me a zombie. lol My wife says, "thats what a bad trip on acid is like!"lol, I missed the drug culture in the 60's. |
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Acewall
Oct 29, 2011 4:36:32 GMT -5
Post by andrew on Oct 29, 2011 4:36:32 GMT -5
Ah you're welcome, sounds like a beautiful evening. yes, it dawned on me. After sleeplessness at middnight and the sleeping pill(x2)had nil effect i went walk-a-bout about midnight, to the Ashram and sat for a while. Enroute there i walked along darkened paths through wasteland and found three-girls in eveningdress comming my way, all giggly and happy to be taking the short-cut home, and who freaked to find a deep throated male in their midst."Good evening night walkers!" We laughed. Comming back the same route 2hours later I met two lovers, walking arm in arm and happilly passed by them, they having no fear, as nobody has FEAR in love, do they! Their reponse to meeting me was a delight and they both chatted away merrilly in loves care. When i got home, i got 5 hours sleep and now I am re-newed and without the effects of the hospitals drug which ravaged my body and mind and made me a zombie. lol My wife says, "thats what a bad trip on acid is like!"lol, I missed the drug culture in the 60's. I dont even quite know why, but I find myself smiling I have been through some desperate times but I never really felt that medicine was the way forward for me. I took herbal supplements that helped I think, but balked at the chemicals, perhaps partly because I WAS part of a drug scene for a while. Glad to hear of your re-newal anyway. |
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Acewall
Oct 29, 2011 5:56:55 GMT -5
Post by acewall on Oct 29, 2011 5:56:55 GMT -5
yes, it dawned on me. After sleeplessness at middnight and the sleeping pill(x2)had nil effect i went walk-a-bout about midnight, to the Ashram and sat for a while. Enroute there i walked along darkened paths through wasteland and found three-girls in eveningdress comming my way, all giggly and happy to be taking the short-cut home, and who freaked to find a deep throated male in their midst."Good evening night walkers!" We laughed. Comming back the same route 2hours later I met two lovers, walking arm in arm and happilly passed by them, they having no fear, as nobody has FEAR in love, do they! Their reponse to meeting me was a delight and they both chatted away merrilly in loves care. When i got home, i got 5 hours sleep and now I am re-newed and without the effects of the hospitals drug which ravaged my body and mind and made me a zombie. lol My wife says, "thats what a bad trip on acid is like!"lol, I missed the drug culture in the 60's. I dont even quite know why, but I find myself smiling I have been through some desperate times but I never really felt that medicine was the way forward for me. I took herbal supplements that helped I think, but balked at the chemicals, perhaps partly because I WAS part of a drug scene for a while. Glad to hear of your re-newal anyway. glads a good feeling |
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Acewall
Oct 29, 2011 11:10:02 GMT -5
Post by charliegee on Oct 29, 2011 11:10:02 GMT -5
glad is the way to go but its a long way to glad sometimes ... once you're there though, well, you're glad!!! ...
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Acewall
Oct 29, 2011 13:14:25 GMT -5
Post by acewall on Oct 29, 2011 13:14:25 GMT -5
glad is the way to go but its a long way to glad sometimes ... once you're there though, well, you're glad!!! ... Glad is here, Sad is there and its turned into a crisis for my partner Charlie... Duality is really evident here at present. When one makes changes in themselves it can be disconcerting stuff for the lovers, and boy, are we two peas in a Pod! Wish us well...  |
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Acewall
Oct 29, 2011 15:07:13 GMT -5
Post by charliegee on Oct 29, 2011 15:07:13 GMT -5
of course I wish you well ...
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Acewall
Oct 31, 2011 2:13:23 GMT -5
Post by acewall on Oct 31, 2011 2:13:23 GMT -5
of course I wish you well ... Im back, after a night in Hospital...the drug they gave me has eventually left my body by both 'port-holes' simultaniously whilst I sit on the throne...blacking-out !what a big fucj up here... I am Well now, watching my mind returning, back about my heart and wanna say, thanks for caring Charlie. Those psychiatrists are dangerous things..... especially the Roman Catholic variety, who have god on their side. enquiries pending by psyche unit; meeting destined Weds2nd, to sort this crasyness out, and set my psychatrist out. Cheers buddy, its good to share from the heart! love. |
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