angela

[zendancer]

Wonderful story! That Angela is a real piece of work! LOL. It took such a long time to put that girl together, and now she's falling all apart. Wonder what will crawl out from underneath the final wreckage? I'll bet it won't be Angela.

[zendancer]

Great news, Angela. Best wishes to you and your family.

[joan]

Wow, angela, what terrific news! You had the ultimate Christmas.

[angela]

i'm a turkey.

i got into such a tangled knot a couple brief times during this week that during one of them i went around and deleted all my posts and my account and everything. then i had to re-make them.

the thing is that on christmas this Seeing woke up to itself, and because of that i find i have no personal will left. and the tangles happen every time i think i do. the mind goes on thinking there is something it can do, or take credit for, and it all gets very funny.

i am still blogging about it all, as much as i can, while it arises:

surrenderingangela.blogspot.com/

i'm not going to delete this post this time. i swear.

i think?




(ps - thank you zendancer. for, well, all of it.)

[teetown]

Angela. Please don't delete your posts! They may be helpful to other seekers, (like me)

I enjoyed reading your blog too.

[angela]

i've been writing a lot in my blog these last weeks - trying to keep an accurate record of this journey as it happens.... after the christmas event-out-of-time when the awareness presented itself, and the current status of living in complete not knowing, ever so curious about life in the living.... and watching myself as the last remnants of seeker are ripped from my hands by a kind of love that is simply too much for (little) me to bear.

as always, i appreciate comments or thoughts, questions especially because i am so grateful for the teachings that you all have to offer to me.

enduring gratitude to everyone for this, and so much more....

surrenderingangela.blogspot.com/