A god experience

[louij]

In every step we took to seek
In every essence of esoteric teaching
To unlearn remains the key
Inside of diverse intellect
Blind to the our potential
Yet this one off creation that is me
Not some higher expression in awareness
Truth revealed in a most idiotic moment
Human the true God experience


If I AM a God experience
To a God desiring the integral
Human condition then THAT
That is what I would teach
That God is effortlessly ok

And me in this Today
Beyond the stories of lack
Am confounded by life’s simplicity
A somewhat grumpy lady
Yet effortlessly ok.




THIS IS THANKS GIVING......

[m]

A God experience is not God, just an experience :-)
m

[louij]

thanks for the very zen feedback, to an awesome poem which flowed out of reading Conversations with God, so it came at a time when it as topical in my own spiritual walking..... however, that matters not, your feedback ... what is it, a statement to you, a statement to this board and all who post here, is it non-duality, non attachment to what IS. The whole matrix here in the physical is meant to do that work, it keeps those of us flying and jumping off our inner cliff of fear locked into this NOW, not via our own depth, our innocence, but by virtue of the attitudes and judgements of the crowd...albeit the crowd is 7th man ouspensky.... or even enlightened or a satsangi initiate..... be that as it may.

the satsangi master has decided that we have enough initiates, so we are on the cusp of becoming a Singh dynasty... yet when it is disclosed what the mantra is what the five holy names given at initiation are, there is derogatory comment ... you may chant water water water if you like or so desire, we will remain thirsty, if and until you come into the physical and have a drink of waterk, coke, wine whatever.
IT IS YOUR INTENTION that drives you out of the matrix, your integrity and authenticness...... in reality no names regardless of who gives them to you matter much.... what matters most is that you shut up for long enough to hear the inner music and then instead of sleeping really sleeping twenty four seven, you rest the body, and the mind, and ALLOW THE SPIRIT TO REZONE ..... we get zoned, we get zoned by the gratitude, the essence the melody within the absolute bliss of NON BEING NON DUALITY... the spoken here of non duality is a none zone...... you cannot take anyone there, instruct them how to get there etc etc ad nauseum....... when you get there, you are there. As a teacher, Charan Singh Ji did just that, he ALLOWED you to fall in love with a human form, and only then disclosed his non mastership to you, the fact that he was just a man, with no special attributes other than ... his ability to enhance the pull to finding your own essence.
even the satsangi initiates at this time have it framed wrong or incorrectly, i will ask master katherine to come to this blog and type from her experiences... she initiates people who request it..... that is it, that is all, a request a desire to walk your own innerness and find out for yourself firsthand what this creation is all about... a mirage......... God as some intity has ruled this domain for jonks...... because of the crowd, the most dangerous people here are the charismatic christians who hate everyone who do not think as they do........
my own brother will not even talk to me on the phone because he feels contaminated that i have been jew, hindi, methodist, etc ....... he cannot access me as soul.... that is sad, because his whole life is geared to sunday school teaching the very very young about soul....... yet he remains blind.

[m]

I must tell my friends who call themself "charismatic christians" to stop using that name since they are not what you say "charismatic christians are :-)
Thank you for your long message. I sent you a personal message did you get it?
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