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Post by frankshank on Sept 24, 2010 3:54:56 GMT -5
E: Knocked a karma point off for excessive begging. Ha Ha Ha (frank laughs evilly)!
Great post by the way!
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Post by peanut on Sept 24, 2010 7:55:50 GMT -5
E .....I gave you a point last night but looks like it was taken away by a karma monster!!!!
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Post by frankshank on Sept 24, 2010 8:21:40 GMT -5
Karma point to ZD. Ha Ha Ha (Frank laughs evilly again but this time notices a sore throat developing. He doesn't know what he's going to do next but he has a feeling it won't involve laughing)!
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Post by enigma on Sept 24, 2010 9:44:26 GMT -5
----Grumble, grumble---- The Karma God giveth and the Karma God taketh awayeth. I guess that's the way it goeth.
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jesse
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Post by jesse on Sept 24, 2010 10:21:29 GMT -5
Thanks for all the thoughtful replies; it's given me lots to mull over. The pain has mostly subsided. I am now oscillating between feelings of indifference and possessiveness, but feel the latter will eventually dissipate as I mature "spiritually" (purge myself of concepts/thoughts/beliefs/what have you).
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Post by loverofall on Sept 24, 2010 22:58:11 GMT -5
Jesse,
I'll give some insights on patterns that keep proving true where ever I test them.
There are open hearts and closed hearts. Your girlfriend had a closed heart from her childhood. She didn't have the ability to really love because she had to protect her heart from childhood trauma and that memory kept her emotionally limited. She could of easily have done this because you might have been getting too close to her. Basically she was just reacting to let you know she isn't coming along on your journey. Its too scary. Now you can turn this pain into something amazing.
Oh and definitely let it all the pain arise. The path is through pain. Most people distract uncomfortable feelings away. Thats why we have porn/drug/shopping/video game/internet/weight/smoking/texting and so on issues. All distractions from feeling.
Just for insight, I bet she had at least a couple of those distractions also to protect her heart. Usually people have 4 or 5 good distractions that have that background. Thought patterns too like always creating frustration or resentment.
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