Thanks and thoughts

[elenaluz]

First of all I want to thank Zendancer for sending me his wonderful book. I received it yesterday and am racing to finish it today! What a page-turner! Currently there seems to be a laughable amount of stuff "going wrong" in "my" life, and I feel very grateful for it all; from the potential nuclear meltdown(s) we all face in Japan, to the recent discovery that our former bookkeeper of 10 years embezzled somewhere between 50 and $60,000.00 from us which the IRS is holding us accountable for. A new roof, thousands of dollars of dental work urgently required, and of course, paying down the bills from my heart attack in September. While I am very clear that I have not yet attained my Goal of abiding non-dual awareness, I know that a year ago ANY of the above "catastrophes" would have sent me into a very dramatic meltdown of my own. As it is, I am just attending to what shows up in front of me and doing the best I can in every moment. That's all I CAN do, and it is a miracle that I finally KNOW even that much! It is so helpful to read other's stories and I sure do appreciate all of you "others" out there reading this and doing your own good work. love, love, love...

[sherry]

wow - I am in awe of your lightness and gratitude for the plethora of 'laughable stuff' going on in your life, elenaluz !

hugs and love back to you.

[charliegee]

we get the grace we need and it looks like you got an awful lot ... sending peace and blessings your way ...

[elenaluz]

Thanks for your kindness and love Sherry and Charliegee! Without grace I'd be in deep doo-doo, no doubt! And, I am fortunate to have the ability and circumstances to keep doing the hard work of getting over myself and all my silly illusions of separateness. EVERY single thing that happens in my life gives me another opportunity for both gratitude and more self-scouring and myth-busting. I am NOT always light about every little thing, but it generally doesn't take me long to GET there! Blessings right back at ya'll!! xoxoxoxoxox