Fantasia of the Unconscious

[krsnaraja]

" I think there are too many trees. They seem to crowd round and stare at me, and I feel as if they nudged one another when I'm not looking. I can feel them standing there. And they won't let me get on about the baby this morning. Just their cussedness. I felt they encouraged me like a harem of wonderful silent wives, yesterday. 

It is half rainy too—the wood so damp and still and so secret, in the remote morning air. Morning, with rain in the sky, and the forest subtly brooding, and me feeling no bigger than a pea-bug between the roots of my fir. The trees seem so much bigger than me, so much stronger in life, prowling silent around. I seem to feel them moving and thinking and prowling, and they overwhelm me. Ah, well, the only thing is to give way to them.

It is the edge of the Black Forest—sometimes the Rhine far off, on its Rhine plain, like a bit of magnesium ribbon. But not to-day. To-day only trees, and leaves, and vegetable presences. Huge straight fir-trees, and big beech-trees sending rivers of roots into the ground. And cuckoos, like noise falling in drops off the leaves. And me, a fool, sitting by a grassy wood-road with a pencil and a book, hoping to write more about that baby.

Never mind. I listen again for noises, and I smell the damp moss. The looming trees, so straight. And I listen for their silence. Big, tall-bodied trees, with a certain magnificent cruelty about them. Or barbarity. I don't know why I should say cruelty. Their magnificent, strong, round bodies! It almost seems I can hear the slow, powerful sap drumming in their trunks. Great full-blooded trees, with strange tree-blood in them, soundlessly drumming.

Trees that have no hands and faces, no eyes. Yet the powerful sap-scented blood roaring up the great columns. A vast individual life, and an overshadowing will. The will of a tree. Something that frightens you. "


--D.H. Lawrence 

[krsnaraja]

The word Medic could have been derived from the word Vedic, referring to ancient scriptures from India`s the Vedas e.g Puranas, Isopanisads, Srimad Bhagavatam, Mahabharata, Bhagavad-gita, etc. Why is Vedic/Medic important? Because without it, if we get sick/injured , these physical problems are managed by physicians who study Medicine.

Before I became a license physician, I had to finish a four year course in B.S Medical Technology, four years of proper Medicine, a post-graduate internship, 6 months rural, then the physician licensure exams. I got my licesne to practice medicine on January 1987 after passing the board exams.

B.S Medical Technology is a course where you have to exam blood, urine, stool samples from patients who are sick to determine what caused their sickness. So, we have to study and identify germs, microbes, bacteria, fungi, protozoa and how they do damage to the body. In short, spending your time everyday from Monday to Friday inside classrooms from 8 am to 5 pm is not easy task listening to lectures in chemistry, biology, microbiology, serology, parasitology, etc.

After graduating BS Med Tech, I spent four years in proper medicine studying the anatomy of the human body, do dissection of cadavers, listen to lectures on histology, biochemistry, physiology, pathology, dermatology, surgery, medicine, pediatrics, obstetrics, everything you need to know regarding the body,s exterior and interior including that which one can not see by the naked eye but can be seen by the microscope. Then there`s clinical medicine. You have to study what ails the body and make a diagnosis. You have to study pharmacology and medical therapeutics.

My point in this article is that are so many things in life people do not know, who claim they know through the mumbo jumbo of saying things, they think they already know it all. I invite you all to study medicine. This is where spirituality and reality begins. When one goes into the inner space,by looking into and understanding what the microscopic specialized cells that comprise and forms the human body are made of.

[krsnaraja]

The Self never dies. Although, it decays ( atomic decay theory ) only to take another body life after life. Within the body lies is the mind, the Self`s alter ego, so to speak. Often times the Self mistakes the mind for the body.

The body is what the Self gets. It`s the mind that`s responsible why we look like this & that, why we behave the way we do, why a gender becomes manifest in our body. The mind in other words is where the Self keeps its memories, past & present, stored in the brain. A memory can be retrieved by simply thinking & willing the mind to release the information from the brain. This maybe a sound or picture which the Self sees and hears. What the Self desires, the body obeys and acts accordingly what it wants to do.

The mind is not body nor it is the Self.

[krsnaraja]

In the Holy Bible John 14:3 Christ Jesus says, "if I go & prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.
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Our earth was once a sun. The moon the earth. The sun a former star. That while there`s still time left , mankind`s got to find a way once the sun gives off her last breath. It will incinerate earth in time with a mega solar flash.



Only a few chosen ones will survive , building a space craft to escape the Kaliyuga or Kalayu (Fire) age. But can they really do that when they have no where to go?



Christ Jesus with his great wisdom has decided to turn earth into Spaceship ET. The recent earthquakes we are experiencing are caused by the rumbling sounds of the earth`s boosters. Broom..brooom... Similar to warming up a formula car.



Before Judgment Day ( Annihilation of Worlds ) Cosmonaut Chris Jesus sends Spaceship ET with her Moon satellite spinning to that distant place where the sun is the eye of Vishnu.



The Spaceship ET once it journeys to that new frontier wont have a problem on how her crew & passengers survive without heat and warmth since it's equipped with nuclear power plants. The passengers stay under the earth with heaters & coolers & perfected ventilation system lest all will die of lack of oxygen & hypothermia. Water won't be a problem. Since water from the frozen rivers, lakes are tapped during the long journey. Food wont be a scarcity. For protein, frozen tuna, salmon, crabs and shrimps are readily available, cooked in huge microwave ovens.



At 360 warp speed everything will be back to normal once Spaceship ET enters the Narayan space & orbits the eye (sun) of Vishnu.



When Spaceship ET is exposed to the rays of Vishnu's eye (sun), earth's frozen oceans, seas, rivers, & lakes gradually start melting & aquatic animals brought back to life.



On land every living form on ice also brought back to life. The rays of Vishnu's eye (sun) do not scorch and bring sunburn to the skin. In fact, the light is cool & soothing. Human beings under the earth come forth from their underground homes after the dark, cold and long journey & beholden by what they see- a Paradise.

[krsnaraja]

" We either love too much, or impose our will too much, are too spiritual or too sensual. There is not and cannot be any actual norm of human conduct. All depends, first, on the unknown inward need within the very nuclear centers of the individual himself, and secondly on his circumstance. Some men must be too spiritual, some must be too sensual. Some must be too sympathetic, and some must be too proud. We have no desire to say what men ought to be. We only wish to say there are all kinds of ways of being, and there is no such thing as human perfection. No man can be anything more than just himself, in genuine living relation to all his surroundings. But that which I am, when I am myself, will certainly be anathema to those who hate individual integrity, and want to swarm. And that which I, being myself, am in myself, may make the hair bristle with rage on a man who is also himself, but very different from me. Then let it bristle. And if mine bristle back again, then let us, if we must, fly at one another like two enraged men. It is how it should be. We've got to learn to live from the center of our own responsibility only, and let other people do the same.



To return to the child, however, and his development on his two planes of consciousness. There is all the time a direct dynamic connection between child and mother, child and father also, from the start. It is a connection on two planes, the upper and lower. From the lower sympathetic center the profound intake of love or vibration from the living co-respondent outside. From the upper sympathetic center the outgoing of devotion and the passionate vibration of given love, given attention. The two sympathetic centers are always, or should always be, counterbalanced by their corresponding voluntary centers. From the great voluntary ganglion of the lower plane, the child is self-willed, independent, and masterful.
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--D.H Lawrence 

[krsnaraja]

There`s a song I use to sing.



" You know that it would be untrue

You know that I would be a liar

If I was to say to you

Girl, we couldn't get much higher

Come on baby, light my fire

Come on baby, light my fire

Try to set the night on fire. "



There`s lighter to light the cigarette. We use fire for cooking. Lighting the streets when it`s dark. It`s daytime when there`s sunlight. Night time when there`s moonlight. There`s fire in hell but no light? So, how can we distinguish light from fire? When there were no electricity yet, one uses fire to light the darkness.



Fire is hot while light is cool? The devil is fire & God is light. Why don`t we just say, " God is fire?" One has to be tested by fire not light to become golden? I can not be inspired if there`s no fire in me. Light comes from fire, right? When there`s no fire, there`s no light. So, God is fire. 

[krsnaraja]

" Most fatal, most hateful of all things is bullying. But what is bullying? It is a desire to superimpose my own will upon another person. Sensual bullying of course is fairly easily detected. What is more dangerous is ideal bullying. Bullying people into what is ideally good for them. I embrace for example an ideal, and I seek to enact this ideal in the person of another. This is ideal bullying. A mother says that life should be all love, all delicacy and forbearance and gentleness. And she proceeds to spin a hateful sticky web of permanent forbearance, gentleness, hushedness around her naturally passionate and hasty child. This so foils the child as to make him half imbecile or criminal. I may have ideals if I like—even of love and forbearance and meekness. But I have no right to ask another to have these ideals. And to impose any ideals upon a child as it grows is almost criminal. It results in impoverishment and distortion and subsequent deficiency. In our day, most dangerous is the love and benevolence ideal. It results in neurasthenia, which is largely a dislocation or collapse of the great voluntary centers, a derangement of the will. It is in us an insistence upon the one life-mode only, the spiritual mode. It is a suppression of the great lower centers, and a living a sort of half-life, almost entirely from the upper centers.

Thence, since we live terribly and exhaustively from the upper centers, there is a tendency now towards pthisis and neurasthenia of the heart. The great sympathetic center of the breast becomes exhausted, the lungs, burnt by the over-insistence of one way of life, become diseased, the heart, strained in one mode of dilation, retaliates. The powerful lower centers are no longer fully active, particularly the great lumbar ganglion, which is the clue to our sensual passionate pride and independence, this ganglion is atrophied by suppression. And it is this ganglion which holds the spine erect. So, weak-chested, round-shouldered, we stoop hollowly forward on ourselves. It is the result of the all-famous love and charity ideal, an ideal now quite dead in its sympathetic activity, but still fixed and determined in its voluntary action.

Let us beware and beware, and beware of having a high ideal for ourselves. But particularly let us beware of having an ideal for our children. So doing, we damn them. All we can have is wisdom. And wisdom is not a theory, it is a state of soul. It is the state wherein we know our wholeness and the complicate, manifold nature of our being. It is the state wherein we know the great relations which exist between us and our near ones. And it is the state which accepts full responsibility, first for our own souls, and then for the living dynamic relations wherein we have our being. It is no use expecting the other person to know. Each must know for himself. But nowadays men have even a stunt of pretending that children and idiots alone know best. This is a pretty piece of sophistry, and criminal cowardice, trying to dodge the life-responsibility which no man or woman can dodge without disaster.
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--D.H.Lawrence 

[krsnaraja]

Jesus Christ said in Luke 16:13, " "No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money."

Christ and Krishna Consciousness is spiritualism or any religion where God is placed in the center is spiritualism, right? Any endeavor which places money in the center of activity is materialism, right? Please correct me if I am wrong. But why do most of us or all of , in fact, needs money? Even Yogananda Paramahansa had to solicit from Donald Walters ( Kriyananda ) in raising funds for SRF/YSS and publication of The Autobiography of a Yogi. Similarly, His Divine Grace AC Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada founder of ISKCON had to ask donations from his followers for the publication of his Back to Godhead magazines , books Bhagavad-gita As It Is and Srimad Bhagavatam.

It`s spiritualism if money is invested for the glory of the Divine Being, God. This also applies when money is used for the maintenance of the body`s nutritional needs, family, shelter, education, charity, welfare, mental development, enhancement of technology, progress of medical science. Money is materialism when it is utilized to buy illegal drugs, alcoholic beverages, for gambling, illicit sex, for buying cigarettes, build casinos and sex dens.

In other words, that which money can`t buy like love, joy and happiness, satisfaction, beauty, knowledge and devotion is spiritualism.

[krsnaraja]

 " So there we are with the human body. There must have been, and must be a central god in the machine of each animate corpus. The little soul of the beetle makes the beetle toddle. The little soul of the homo sapiens sets him on his two feet. Don't ask me to define the soul. You might as well ask a bicycle to define the young damsel who so whimsically and so god-like pedals her way along the highroad. A young lady skeltering off on her bicycle to meet her young man—why, what could the bicycle make of such a mystery, if you explained it till doomsday. Yet the bicycle wouldn't be spinning from Streatham to Croydon by itself.



So we may as well settle down to the little god in the machine. We may as well call it the individual soul, and leave it there. It's as far as the bicycle would ever get, if it had to define Mademoiselle. But be sure the bicycle would not deny the existence of the young miss who seats herself in the saddle. Not like us, who try to pretend there is no one in the saddle. Why even the sun would no more spin without a rider than would a cycle-pedal. But, since we have innumerable planets to reckon with, in the spinning we must not begin to define the rider in terms of our own exclusive planet. Nevertheless, rider there is: even a rider of the many-wheeled universe. " 

--D.H. Lawrence 

[krsnaraja]

" As soon as the child is born, there is a real severance. The contact of touch is interrupted, it now becomes occasional only. True, the dynamic flow between mother and child is not severed when simple physical contact is missing. Though mother and child may not touch, still the dynamic flow continues between them. The mother knows her child, feels her bowels and her breast drawn to it, even if it be a hundred miles away. But if the severance continue long, the dynamic flow begins to die, both in mother and child. It wanes fairly quickly—and perhaps can never be fully revived. The dynamic relation between parent and child may fairly easily fall into quiescence, a static condition.

For a full dynamic relationship it is necessary that there be actual contact. The nerves run from the four primary dynamos, and end with live ends all over the body. And it is necessary to bring the live ends of the nerves of the child into contact with the live ends of corresponding nerves in the mother, so that a pure circuit is established. Wherever a pure circuit is established, there occurs a pure development in the individual creation, and this is inevitably accompanied by sensation; and sensation is the first term of mental knowledge.
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--D.H. Lawrence 

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Dec 20, 2016 9:58:03 GMT -5 krsnaraja said:

" As soon as the child is born, there is a real severance. The contact of touch is interrupted, it now becomes occasional only. True, the dynamic flow between mother and child is not severed when simple physical contact is missing. Though mother and child may not touch, still the dynamic flow continues between them. The mother knows her child, feels her bowels and her breast drawn to it, even if it be a hundred miles away. But if the severance continue long, the dynamic flow begins to die, both in mother and child. It wanes fairly quickly—and perhaps can never be fully revived. The dynamic relation between parent and child may fairly easily fall into quiescence, a static condition.

For a full dynamic relationship it is necessary that there be actual contact. The nerves run from the four primary dynamos, and end with live ends all over the body. And it is necessary to bring the live ends of the nerves of the child into contact with the live ends of corresponding nerves in the mother, so that a pure circuit is established. Wherever a pure circuit is established, there occurs a pure development in the individual creation, and this is inevitably accompanied by sensation; and sensation is the first term of mental knowledge.
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--D.H. Lawrence 

Was D H Lawrence's writing placed in your Post because it was similar to your own experience K?

[krsnaraja]

Dec 20, 2016 10:02:05 GMT -5 @alfio said:

Dec 20, 2016 9:58:03 GMT -5 krsnaraja said:

" As soon as the child is born, there is a real severance. The contact of touch is interrupted, it now becomes occasional only. True, the dynamic flow between mother and child is not severed when simple physical contact is missing. Though mother and child may not touch, still the dynamic flow continues between them. The mother knows her child, feels her bowels and her breast drawn to it, even if it be a hundred miles away. But if the severance continue long, the dynamic flow begins to die, both in mother and child. It wanes fairly quickly—and perhaps can never be fully revived. The dynamic relation between parent and child may fairly easily fall into quiescence, a static condition.

For a full dynamic relationship it is necessary that there be actual contact. The nerves run from the four primary dynamos, and end with live ends all over the body. And it is necessary to bring the live ends of the nerves of the child into contact with the live ends of corresponding nerves in the mother, so that a pure circuit is established. Wherever a pure circuit is established, there occurs a pure development in the individual creation, and this is inevitably accompanied by sensation; and sensation is the first term of mental knowledge.
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--D.H. Lawrence 

Was D H Lawrence's writing placed in your Post because it was similar to your own experience K?

D.H Lawrence`s writing is one of the most difficult to understand. I read it 30 years ago & revived it for my pleasure. I try to give it a graphic presentation of his thoughts. He is into spirituality using medical terms, theology, cosmology, philosophy. He injects words that relates to his experience most from his childhood.

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Dec 20, 2016 10:59:24 GMT -5 krsnaraja said:

Dec 20, 2016 10:02:05 GMT -5 @alfio said:

Was D H Lawrence's writing placed in your Post because it was similar to your own experience K?

D.H Lawrence`s writing is one of the most difficult to understand. I read it 30 years ago & revived it for my pleasure. I try to give it a graphic presentation of his thoughts. He is into spirituality using medical terms, theology, cosmology, philosophy. He injects words that relates to his experience most in childhood.

This phenonema is imprinted into the memory cells of the Child.
Even after birth, the child is psychically connected to its Mother, just like Lovers become connected if theyre NOT careful in relationships.

My Tibetan friend showed me an effective meditation to cut that psychic cord that exists between lovers, if one party is manipulating the Other.

[krsnaraja]

Dec 20, 2016 11:04:24 GMT -5 @alfio said:

Dec 20, 2016 10:59:24 GMT -5 krsnaraja said:

D.H Lawrence`s writing is one of the most difficult to understand. I read it 30 years ago & revived it for my pleasure. I try to give it a graphic presentation of his thoughts. He is into spirituality using medical terms, theology, cosmology, philosophy. He injects words that relates to his experience most in childhood.

This phenonema is imprinted into the memory cells of the Child.
Even after birth, the child is psychically connected to its Mother, just like Lovers become connected if theyre NOT careful in relationships.

My Tibetan friend showed me an effective meditation to cut that psychic cord that exists between lovers, if one party is manipulating the Other.

I lost that psychic attachment to my mother when I got married.  I had this psychic attachment to my wife later disappeared and transferred it to my daughter. It got lost and transferred this psychic attachment to my grand daughter. 

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Dec 20, 2016 11:17:39 GMT -5 krsnaraja said:

Dec 20, 2016 11:04:24 GMT -5 @alfio said:

This phenonema is imprinted into the memory cells of the Child.
Even after birth, the child is psychically connected to its Mother, just like Lovers become connected if theyre NOT careful in relationships.

My Tibetan friend showed me an effective meditation to cut that psychic cord that exists between lovers, if one party is manipulating the Other.

I lost that psychic attachment to my mother when I got married.  I had this psychic attachment to my wife later disappeared and transferred it to my daughter. It got lost and transferred this psychic attachment to my grand daughter. 

If it comes and goes it was never real in the first place...