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“Ladies.....In case you’re confused... GOD will never send you someone else’s husband...”

[bluey]

Oct 31, 2018 19:36:35 GMT -5 @angelica said:

We try to guide each other across, To reveal the only thing that has been lost, Our feelings unique in a natural perfection, A vision of light to our reflections. Our emotions dissolve within our tears, Leaving behind all those dark years, Colours fade but the spectrum remains here, To blend a light that will never disappear.

In the deepest well of dreams, Echoes a distant time, From memories and endless streams, As we lapse into the night. The light of sun and twilight will fade, And moon covers its face, Stars sparkle their memory in the darkling sky, And the world will change from black into white.

Reflections that we see in all we do, As we follow our depths as time heals our scars, Through clouds the sky is painted midnight blue, From darkness we stepped onto the path of stars.

Beautiful. 

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Nov 20, 2018 15:55:16 GMT -5 bluey said:

Oct 31, 2018 19:36:35 GMT -5 @angelica said:

We try to guide each other across, To reveal the only thing that has been lost, Our feelings unique in a natural perfection, A vision of light to our reflections. Our emotions dissolve within our tears, Leaving behind all those dark years, Colours fade but the spectrum remains here, To blend a light that will never disappear.

In the deepest well of dreams, Echoes a distant time, From memories and endless streams, As we lapse into the night. The light of sun and twilight will fade, And moon covers its face, Stars sparkle their memory in the darkling sky, And the world will change from black into white.

Reflections that we see in all we do, As we follow our depths as time heals our scars, Through clouds the sky is painted midnight blue, From darkness we stepped onto the path of stars.

Beautiful. 

Thank you

[bluey]

Nov 23, 2018 9:44:27 GMT -5 @angelica said:

Nov 20, 2018 15:55:16 GMT -5 bluey said:

Beautiful. 

Thank you

When I was with Ian Wolstenholme he sent me out as he said someone is waiting for you. I was adamant that there was no one in my town who is open to This which is known as one of the most deprived areas in the UK

We don't wake up in plush retreats we fall awake in our bedrooms. So meeting Donna began a flood of people in my area who have come to my work place who are very open to This.

I met Donna, her brother had just hung himself. She had fallen awake from it all. I walked into a place where they were teaching healing and energy work. Donna wasn't there at first but the teacher of the course said to her someone's walked through the door he's different I think you should meet him.

I took a course on healing, Ian never told me the cost 😂 but it was a rip off, I could have brought a car, or gone to a casino and had real fun but still when I met Donna through the course I was slowly pulling her out of that place. She was the worth the cost.

The poetry was deepening in her. I made her write them down.

I want to share one poem with you of hers as we would lie down at a famous Hindu temple near to us in Oldbury U.K. We used to lie on the grass there to talk of this space. It was a space in a built up deprived area where we could be more open. So we used it.


The beauty is the sharing of a woman awakening to That. Most traditions talk from a male or patriarchal tradition something to do to come to This. Some meditation practice but she was talking from being a woman, loving nature and feeling This away from
a male teacher, tradition and most satsangs you see in the marketplace.

Which was refreshing as I could see how she could share over as her heart really served in the now.

And many women follow what's on the marketplace of awakening mainly from a male teacher perspective but in certain traditions like Tantra the women brought male students to realisation. They didn't believe in rigid discipline years of meditation but a few months of Being in their presence to help awaken the seeker practitioner to their true nature.

As we were off work for a while. The Eminems of the awakened world lol. One of the poems as she felt she was being met arose from this stillness, silence

Remember these are your words too they don't belong to anyone. You know this deep down.

I Am Love

I am love in love with itself
I am the stillness that bares all
I am the sun rising and setting
I am the sand on the shore

I am the mother and the birthed
I am the lover and the conceived
I am the all that is given
And I am That that is received

I am my lover and mother
And I am death and life
I am forever and eternal
I am life's delight

I am the desire and orgasm of explosive light
All the heavens and earth in me take flight
I am That that is sought yet feared apart
I am the veil the covering and the revealing heart

I am all that is and all that is not
I am infinite expanse I am a tiny dot
I am woman open flushed with desire
I am the Beloved entered filled with fire

I am the one infused emanating light
I am seen and I see by the lovers own sight
I am born in the moment of each moments call
I am all That I Am....I Am The All

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Nov 23, 2018 15:45:03 GMT -5 bluey said:

Nov 23, 2018 9:44:27 GMT -5 @angelica said:

Thank you

When I was with Ian Wolstenholme he sent me out as he said someone is waiting for you. I was adamant that there was no one in my town who is open to This which is known as one of the most deprived areas in the UK

We don't wake up in plush retreats we fall awake in our bedrooms. So meeting Donna began a flood of people in my area who have come to my work place who are very open to This.

I met Donna, her brother had just hung himself. She had fallen awake from it all. I walked into a place where they were teaching healing and energy work. Donna wasn't there at first but the teacher of the course said to her someone's walked through the door he's different I think you should meet him.

I took a course on healing, Ian never told me the cost 😂 but it was a rip off, I could have brought a car, or gone to a casino and had real fun but still when I met Donna through the course I was slowly pulling her out of that place. She was the worth the cost.

The poetry was deepening in her. I made her write them down.

I want to share one poem with you of hers as we would lie down at a famous Hindu temple near to us in Oldbury U.K. We used to lie on the grass there to talk of this space. It was a space in a built up deprived area where we could be more open. So we used it.


The beauty is the sharing of a woman awakening to That. Most traditions talk from a male or patriarchal tradition something to do to come to This. Some meditation practice but she was talking from being a woman, loving nature and feeling This away from
a male teacher, tradition and most satsangs you see in the marketplace.

Which was refreshing as I could see how she could share over as her heart really served in the now.

And many women follow what's on the marketplace of awakening mainly from a male teacher perspective but in certain traditions like Tantra the women brought male students to realisation. They didn't believe in rigid discipline years of meditation but a few months of Being in their presence to help awaken the seeker practitioner to their true nature.

As we were off work for a while. The Eminems of the awakened world lol. One of the poems as she felt she was being met arose from this stillness, silence

Remember these are your words too they don't belong to anyone. You know this deep down.

I Am Love

I am love in love with itself
I am the stillness that bares all
I am the sun rising and setting
I am the sand on the shore

I am the mother and the birthed
I am the lover and the conceived
I am the all that is given
And I am That that is received

I am my lover and mother
And I am death and life
I am forever and eternal
I am life's delight

I am the desire and orgasm of explosive light
All the heavens and earth in me take flight
I am That that is sought yet feared apart
I am the veil the covering and the revealing heart

I am all that is and all that is not
I am infinite expanse I am a tiny dot
I am woman open flushed with desire
I am the Beloved entered filled with fire

I am the one infused emanating light
I am seen and I see by the lovers own sight
I am born in the moment of each moments call
I am all That I Am....I Am The All

That is beautiful. I really enjoyed reading it. Thank you for sharing.

[bluey]

Nov 23, 2018 18:06:22 GMT -5 @angelica said:

Nov 23, 2018 15:45:03 GMT -5 bluey said:

When I was with Ian Wolstenholme he sent me out as he said someone is waiting for you. I was adamant that there was no one in my town who is open to This which is known as one of the most deprived areas in the UK

We don't wake up in plush retreats we fall awake in our bedrooms. So meeting Donna began a flood of people in my area who have come to my work place who are very open to This.

I met Donna, her brother had just hung himself. She had fallen awake from it all. I walked into a place where they were teaching healing and energy work. Donna wasn't there at first but the teacher of the course said to her someone's walked through the door he's different I think you should meet him.

I took a course on healing, Ian never told me the cost 😂 but it was a rip off, I could have brought a car, or gone to a casino and had real fun but still when I met Donna through the course I was slowly pulling her out of that place. She was the worth the cost.

The poetry was deepening in her. I made her write them down.

I want to share one poem with you of hers as we would lie down at a famous Hindu temple near to us in Oldbury U.K. We used to lie on the grass there to talk of this space. It was a space in a built up deprived area where we could be more open. So we used it.


The beauty is the sharing of a woman awakening to That. Most traditions talk from a male or patriarchal tradition something to do to come to This. Some meditation practice but she was talking from being a woman, loving nature and feeling This away from
a male teacher, tradition and most satsangs you see in the marketplace.

Which was refreshing as I could see how she could share over as her heart really served in the now.

And many women follow what's on the marketplace of awakening mainly from a male teacher perspective but in certain traditions like Tantra the women brought male students to realisation. They didn't believe in rigid discipline years of meditation but a few months of Being in their presence to help awaken the seeker practitioner to their true nature.

As we were off work for a while. The Eminems of the awakened world lol. One of the poems as she felt she was being met arose from this stillness, silence

Remember these are your words too they don't belong to anyone. You know this deep down.

I Am Love

I am love in love with itself
I am the stillness that bares all
I am the sun rising and setting
I am the sand on the shore

I am the mother and the birthed
I am the lover and the conceived
I am the all that is given
And I am That that is received

I am my lover and mother
And I am death and life
I am forever and eternal
I am life's delight

I am the desire and orgasm of explosive light
All the heavens and earth in me take flight
I am That that is sought yet feared apart
I am the veil the covering and the revealing heart

I am all that is and all that is not
I am infinite expanse I am a tiny dot
I am woman open flushed with desire
I am the Beloved entered filled with fire

I am the one infused emanating light
I am seen and I see by the lovers own sight
I am born in the moment of each moments call
I am all That I Am....I Am The All

That is beautiful. I really enjoyed reading it. Thank you for sharing.

No it's really good to see new people on here.


How I see it Angelica your words are mine and my words are yours. If you look at the traditions out there when most people seek they round it down to a few marketplace sellers Non Duality store, Ramana store, Gurdjieff store. A few like on here run with the big names but what of the other sellers who are unknown. Surely you can find a seller of flowers near to you. Close to you.

What about you Angelica is there a local place you love to go or places you feel where you feel more silence. I say this as I sometimes find in the City of Birmingham UK when I've asked people who come and see me. They seem not see local beautiful places that are actually in the city. One of the posters mentioned on here The Quaker society in Birmingham Woodbrooke. Most people would drive past it but I found it to be a beautiful place where any person can enter and there is a silence presence on these grounds where even someone who couldn't afford a silent retreat with teachers could go.

In the story of Bach his partner had been forced into an arranged marriage. This was enough to come home from work to say enough. Working from 4am till 8pm and then having your lover taken away. That was playing 😂 some real cards across the table to win me over. I closed my eyes in my bedroom tired of the repeated scripts and took a breath, but the breath took a different path and That smashed the door down like a gangster and pinned me like a butterfly. I was having it bad and then the Pimp arrives😂 He's had me on the streets ever since on every street corner.

My gang had just stopped my partners wedding they were carrying guns and knives. But I could breathe it all in as I knew this wasn't me. This was just a play.

When I fell awake Being in the silence as I was still a new born but meeting David in the book store I felt it was the first time I had been met. Where his silence and mine met.

I don't know if you understand the power of silence beyond the mind and chatter. The beauty of silence of being met in silence. Moving in silence.

Donna, this poem was birthed as she became more nothing. But being around nature it was easier for it to come through. As Eckhart pointed at The Power Of Now just wrote itself when his body was near to nature. More silence. I find it interesting how many women are sitting listening to him. They must resonate with being in the now. Compared to male seekers who have to do something to come to This but have to give up at some point as This is here and now.

Open Space

Open space nothing there
No flashing lights
No shooting flare

No wanting for something
Nothing to share
A loneliness calling
With no tinge of despair

Smooth with no ripples
No face to recall
No joy no beauty
Nothing to install

Detached unassuming
No climbing no fall
Where am I who am I
Am I nothing at all

No not me no name to call
Just space unending
I am no thing I am all

Caught in the middle
This no mans land
Empty barren unending unplanned

An expansion a threshold
A new horizon crossed
A slight apprehension
A fear I am lost

Something within guiding me through
I am not what I was
I am something new

Unclothed unburdened
The sun is now blue
This body of Earth
Leaves no residue


Fluorescent unchartered
I am me I am you

I seek myself
In the eyes of man
Who shall see me
And know that I Am

Enjoy and welcome on board. Good to see new people on here. I feel more will come in.

Speak to you soon take care.

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Nov 25, 2018 17:14:09 GMT -5 bluey said:

If you look at the traditions out there when most people seek they round it down to a few marketplace sellers Non Duality store, Ramana store, Gurdjieff store. A few like on here run with the big names but what of the other sellers who are unknown. Surely you can find a seller of flowers near to you. Close to you.

Interesting perspective.

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Tears are words the heart can't say,
It's made of 1% water and 99%feelings...

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"Blessed are they who see beautiful things in humble places where other people see nothing."
~ Camille Pissaro

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"Inside every old person is a young person wondering what happened." ~ Terry Pratchett, Moving Pictures.

[zin]

How to keep an original line developing with emotion and without deviation? The only practical answer I have found is 'people'. The pressure of people from many different sides —if one really exposes oneself to their questions, requirements, hopes, demands— can provide the force to drive one forward, provided one holds the rudder straight.

I remember once in a very bad time indeed sitting with Ouspensky at Longchamps and asking why everything seemed to have come to a dead stop. He said: "You forget that in order to learn, you have to teach." I wouldn't put it like that now. But I do see that if the pressure of others —some who require you to be better than you know, others who tempt you to be as weak as you were, those who ask questions whose answers you can only learn in trying to answer, those whom you have to force yourself to ask, the man who can talk about recurrence, and the deformed beggar who catches your leg as you walk along the street, the man above and the man below— all these push you if you don't spare yourself, and it is up to you to make them push you in the right direction. Their pressure never relaxes, it is only we who have schooled ourselves not to notice it.

The only other thing which I have found to produce the same effect is the pressure of ideas requiring to be expressed — in writing, painting or something like that. And curiously enough this is pressure of people — those from whom the ideas come and those to whom they must go. But at second hand, so to speak. - Rodney Collin

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"So you train by shadow boxing, search for the truth
But it's all, but it's all used up
Break open your million-dollar weapon and push your luck
Still you push, still you push your luck.." ~ Bowie.

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"Is there a world outside your knowledge? Can you go beyond what you know? You may postulate a world beyond the mind, but it will remain a concept, unproved and unprovable. Your experience is your proof, and it is valid for you only. Who else can have your experience, when the other person is only as real as he appears in your experience?" Niz

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"Please saviour, save your shores
Hear me, I'm graphically yours" ~ Bowie.

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An intellectual says a simple thing in a hard way. An artist says a hard thing in a simple way. - Charles Bukowski