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Post by bryan on Aug 15, 2019 18:00:35 GMT -5
Thanks for responses.
Caught up in survival issues trying to raise money for food, coffee, clothing etc
I'm in the desert in small town with no homeless services. 70% of this town is on govt assistance
My friend and i operate outside system so get no govt support
Been here 9 months as we got a ride here from north carolina
Don't know if allowed but if you can help please email or PayPal: onlinepresence@tutanota.com
Gotta do what i gotta do to survive
My friend and i do translating work but lately no work. We got homeless after somebody didn't pay us on $2500 worth of translating work we did... German and Dutch
If moderators would allow this post thanks
I will post again once i get thru this money issue
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Post by andrew on Aug 15, 2019 18:32:38 GMT -5
Thanks for responses. Caught up in survival issues trying to raise money for food, coffee, clothing etc I'm in the desert in small town with no homeless services. 70% of this town is on govt assistance My friend and i operate outside system so get no govt support Been here 9 months as we got a ride here from north carolina Don't know if allowed but if you can help please email or PayPal: onlinepresence@tutanota.com Gotta do what i gotta do to survive My friend and i do translating work but lately no work. We got homeless after somebody didn't pay us on $2500 worth of translating work we did... German and Dutch If moderators would allow this post thanks I will post again once i get thru this money issue I've been 'outside the system' to a great extent for a long time. I'm not in your country but in my country there is good demand for house sitters. It's been useful, an inexpensive way to live. Plus, animals are cool. Example here of what I mean: www.housesittersamerica.com
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Post by bluey on Aug 15, 2019 18:33:29 GMT -5
Just one other thing Bryan. Sorry for the late reply work has been busy In Birmingham from the marketplace we used to feed the homeless as we were there at 5 in the morning and they would be there passing through before the rush hour where they have spent the night knowing the cafes, business places will open up and move them on. Not much has changed from serving but bigger players are on board now from QVC to Coach Barbour etc and it's the same play in one sense. But the homeless we would tell them as we were in the sales game how to approach the group and not the man or woman who passed them by. As they stood a better chance as when you ask for help from a group you will get a better response. For if one says no in that group the others may frown upon that decision. It won't look too good. Especially for a guy trying to impress a woman in that group and vice versa. There was a beautiful old lady in Birmingham she would always come up. When she opened up to us. As she was different. And everyone would tell us she was well off, met her partner as her first love but he had met someone else and she ended up on the streets. Obviously we couldn't sell to her how to stop the group as she was there to teach us. So we would buy her food, in the early morning hours. She never said much but a polite thank you as we were eager to hear her story but she would just say thank you in a posh voice. One poem on the poetry board by Donna reflects all of this. The poem Gentleman Of The Road. A part of it... Gentleman Of The Road I sit here upon this bench And watch the world go by Many people pass my way No one does stop to pry They judge me on the way I look And think that I don't care The shabby clothes and worn out shoes And knots within my hair..... Eckhart Tolle ended up on a bench like this. Not knowing what he was. A woman approached and felt she was being healed. And he said there was a time when I felt I was a healer. I know this as I had the same experience still do. But as more people came to see him they said you are a teacher. And he said maybe that's what I am 😂. But in the deepest stillness like Bulleh Shah said I know not what I Am At work we have to do certain team building skills every so often Zzzzz So I asked to do one on Eckhart Tolle So they stripped down the traffic the eventbrite tickets the return on his set up etc It's a good set up. But as I was searching I came this video I want to share with you on Bob Fergeson Try and look him up. As I feel he has much to share over. A Gentleman Of The Road Yes, Ferguson is just one of several interesting explorers in the TAT group who found what he was looking for, and there are many others. It's a fun group of like-minded people focused on finding existential Truth, and the range of experiences and realizations is broad, to say the least. Lots of camaraderie and mutual respect. Each path is unique, but what what everyone is pointing to is the infinite embodied in the here and now. The video on Bob Fergeson has many great pointers. It's great to see many teachers and the exchange of ideas at TAT. I love the part of the video where Bob talks of sharing over Rumis poems with Shawn and the photography. How it unfolds. His website offers many great pointers too from the list of writings.
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Post by bluey on Aug 15, 2019 18:39:04 GMT -5
Thanks for responses. Caught up in survival issues trying to raise money for food, coffee, clothing etc I'm in the desert in small town with no homeless services. 70% of this town is on govt assistance My friend and i operate outside system so get no govt support Been here 9 months as we got a ride here from north carolina Don't know if allowed but if you can help please email or PayPal: onlinepresence@tutanota.com Gotta do what i gotta do to survive My friend and i do translating work but lately no work. We got homeless after somebody didn't pay us on $2500 worth of translating work we did... German and Dutch If moderators would allow this post thanks I will post again once i get thru this money issue It may be easier to point out the town so people can help point at either neighbouring counties that can assist, and help you. Or as Andrew has shared over an alternative way of getting by. Then the option presents itself for some to choose to either donate or not. If you look there's never a time when you don't get by. Life will present what's needed for where you are at.
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Post by bryan on Aug 15, 2019 19:39:34 GMT -5
Thanks for responses. Caught up in survival issues trying to raise money for food, coffee, clothing etc I'm in the desert in small town with no homeless services. 70% of this town is on govt assistance My friend and i operate outside system so get no govt support Been here 9 months as we got a ride here from north carolina Don't know if allowed but if you can help please email or PayPal: onlinepresence@tutanota.com Gotta do what i gotta do to survive My friend and i do translating work but lately no work. We got homeless after somebody didn't pay us on $2500 worth of translating work we did... German and Dutch If moderators would allow this post thanks I will post again once i get thru this money issue I've been 'outside the system' to a great extent for a long time. I'm not in your country but in my country there is good demand for house sitters. It's been useful, an inexpensive way to live. Plus, animals are cool. Example here of what I mean: www.housesittersamerica.comI did petsitting and housesitting already back in early 2000s..we still look for situation s
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Post by bryan on Aug 15, 2019 19:43:30 GMT -5
Thanks for responses. Caught up in survival issues trying to raise money for food, coffee, clothing etc I'm in the desert in small town with no homeless services. 70% of this town is on govt assistance My friend and i operate outside system so get no govt support Been here 9 months as we got a ride here from north carolina Don't know if allowed but if you can help please email or PayPal: onlinepresence@tutanota.com Gotta do what i gotta do to survive My friend and i do translating work but lately no work. We got homeless after somebody didn't pay us on $2500 worth of translating work we did... German and Dutch If moderators would allow this post thanks I will post again once i get thru this money issue It may be easier to point out the town so people can help point at either neighbouring counties that can assist, and help you. Or as Andrew has shared over an alternative way of getting by. Then the option presents itself for some to choose to either donate or not. If you look there's never a time when you don't get by. Life will present what's needed for where you are at. They don't help without ID I AM IN small town in Mojave Desert Today's high was ,108f Govt only helps those who use IDs My paypal and bank account are old which is why i still have them
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Post by bryan on Aug 15, 2019 19:48:16 GMT -5
I don't drive a car obviously
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Post by bryan on Aug 15, 2019 19:52:47 GMT -5
Fyi,
I've done stuff Andrew mentioned since early 2000s.. petsitting, caregiving, etc in exchange for housing
I'm an expert
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Post by bryan on Aug 16, 2019 6:17:37 GMT -5
clear as day that this world is Jack Nicholson in The Shining movie and Kathy Bates in movie Misery, one THING talking to itself.
i sent 10s of emails yesterday asking people for help. i posted help on this forum. i got NO EMAILS which basically means NONE OF YOU EXIST. you are ONE fragmented thing talking to yourself
it is pointless to communicate anymore because you all are a MIRAGE. you are ONE SCRIPTWRITER who does NOT give a shit about anything other than its dumb SCRIPT. it is delusional and a megalomaniac
I AM NOT STAYING IN THIS RETARD WORLD.
bye
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Post by bryan on Aug 16, 2019 6:19:50 GMT -5
i talked to the manager at starbucks yesterday and she looked like corpse...
i have been talking to ghosts in a machine....
none of you exist.
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Post by bluey on Aug 16, 2019 15:21:26 GMT -5
clear as day that this world is Jack Nicholson in The Shining movie and Kathy Bates in movie Misery, one THING talking to itself.
i sent 10s of emails yesterday asking people for help. i posted help on this forum. i got NO EMAILS which basically means NONE OF YOU EXIST. you are ONE fragmented thing talking to yourself
it is pointless to communicate anymore because you all are a MIRAGE. you are ONE SCRIPTWRITER who does NOT give a nuts about anything other than its dumb SCRIPT. it is delusional and a megalomaniac
I AM NOT STAYING IN THIS RETARD WORLD.
bye But it all could be a scam. You could be a granny sitting behind a screen spinning a good yarn. Just like a documentary I watched on the flyers you used to find in the old telephone boxes of women waiting to have a sexy chat over the phone but many were old aged women knitting and talking dirty over the phone. The image in the phone box never matched the person over the phone.
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Post by bryan on Aug 17, 2019 12:16:11 GMT -5
clear as day that this world is Jack Nicholson in The Shining movie and Kathy Bates in movie Misery, one THING talking to itself.
i sent 10s of emails yesterday asking people for help. i posted help on this forum. i got NO EMAILS which basically means NONE OF YOU EXIST. you are ONE fragmented thing talking to yourself
it is pointless to communicate anymore because you all are a MIRAGE. you are ONE SCRIPTWRITER who does NOT give a nuts about anything other than its dumb SCRIPT. it is delusional and a megalomaniac
I AM NOT STAYING IN THIS RETARD WORLD.
bye But it all could be a scam. You could be a granny sitting behind a screen spinning a good yarn. Just like a documentary I watched on the flyers you used to find in the old telephone boxes of women waiting to have a sexy chat over the phone but many were old aged women knitting and talking dirty over the phone. The image in the phone box never that is what i mean't about this not being a spiritual website what is spiritual? being like children. my friend says i am too innocent for this world cause i am like a child in that i will trust and talk to anybody people distrust because of their own natures...they are liars and they are not to be trust and, AS A RESULT, DO NOT TRUST OTHERS children have no ulterior motives... you disrespect me by calling me a scammer when i open my heart and am honest to everybody in this chatroom. i have based my life on principals which is why i do the Sovereignty stuff. what kind of people are naturally distrustful? are children distrustful? 'be like the children' here is a perfect example of this bassackwards world: yesterday my friend and i were in the park. 2 times a couple of Jehovah Witnesses approached and talked with us. they were impressed at my Bible knowledge...what is typical of Christians is that they will preach about Jesus Christ but then they do NOT practice the code of the Bible regarding helping others yesterday in the park it was 110F. my friend and i spent 9 hours in mostly above 100F. it was 110f between 3-5pm roughly. now what do we get when we were in the park? 2 times a couple of Jehovah Witnesses. they knew we were homeless and thought we needed SOME PREACHING. they did NOT bother asking if we were hungry or thirsty or needed money or perhaps a bed and shower. this website is the same as the example of the park yesterday. YOU ALL PREACH ABOUT SPIRITUALITY WITH YOUR NICE WORDS but you do NOT practice what you preach the irony on a SUPPOSED SPIRITUAL WEBSITE THAT PEOPLE ARE CENSORING OR DISRESPECTING SOMEBODY BY ASSUMING THE PERSON IS A SCAMMER. people who are supposedly spiritual that are distrustful? really? no different than the Bible thumpers...they PREACH ABOUT SOMETHING THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND. THEY DID NOT UNDERSTAND THE CODE OF THE BIBLE NO DIFFERENT THAN THOSE WHO CLAIM SPIRITUALITY ON THIS WEBSITE. THEY DO NOT REALIZE SPIRITUALITY IS MORE THAN MEDITATION, YOGA AND PRETTY WORDS... I DETEST LYING. WHAT IS THE POINT IN LYING ESPECIALLY IN THIS nuts WORLD. THIS WORLD IS NOT WORTH LYING, CHEATING, STEALING, MURDERING ETC. what you just did by calling me a scammer IS DISCREDIT ME AND WAS DISRESPECTFUL you wrote nice words in previous interactions BUT THIS TIME SHOW YOUR TRUE NATURE.
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Post by andrew on Aug 17, 2019 13:20:05 GMT -5
But it all could be a scam. You could be a granny sitting behind a screen spinning a good yarn. Just like a documentary I watched on the flyers you used to find in the old telephone boxes of women waiting to have a sexy chat over the phone but many were old aged women knitting and talking dirty over the phone. The image in the phone box never that is what i mean't about this not being a spiritual website what is spiritual? being like children. my friend says i am too innocent for this world cause i am like a child in that i will trust and talk to anybody people distrust because of their own natures...they are liars and they are not to be trust and, AS A RESULT, DO NOT TRUST OTHERS children have no ulterior motives... you disrespect me by calling me a scammer when i open my heart and am honest to everybody in this chatroom. i have based my life on principals which is why i do the Sovereignty stuff. what kind of people are naturally distrustful? are children distrustful? 'be like the children' here is a perfect example of this bassackwards world: yesterday my friend and i were in the park. 2 times a couple of Jehovah Witnesses approached and talked with us. they were impressed at my Bible knowledge...what is typical of Christians is that they will preach about Jesus Christ but then they do NOT practice the code of the Bible regarding helping others yesterday in the park it was 110F. my friend and i spent 9 hours in mostly above 100F. it was 110f between 3-5pm roughly. now what do we get when we were in the park? 2 times a couple of Jehovah Witnesses. they knew we were homeless and thought we needed SOME PREACHING. they did NOT bother asking if we were hungry or thirsty or needed money or perhaps a bed and shower. this website is the same as the example of the park yesterday. YOU ALL PREACH ABOUT SPIRITUALITY WITH YOUR NICE WORDS but you do NOT practice what you preach the irony on a SUPPOSED SPIRITUAL WEBSITE THAT PEOPLE ARE CENSORING OR DISRESPECTING SOMEBODY BY ASSUMING THE PERSON IS A SCAMMER. people who are supposedly spiritual that are distrustful? really? no different than the Bible thumpers...they PREACH ABOUT SOMETHING THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND. THEY DID NOT UNDERSTAND THE CODE OF THE BIBLE NO DIFFERENT THAN THOSE WHO CLAIM SPIRITUALITY ON THIS WEBSITE. THEY DO NOT REALIZE SPIRITUALITY IS MORE THAN MEDITATION, YOGA AND PRETTY WORDS... I DETEST LYING. WHAT IS THE POINT IN LYING ESPECIALLY IN THIS nuts WORLD. THIS WORLD IS NOT WORTH LYING, CHEATING, STEALING, MURDERING ETC. what you just did by calling me a scammer IS DISCREDIT ME AND WAS DISRESPECTFUL you wrote nice words in previous interactions BUT THIS TIME SHOW YOUR TRUE NATURE. I think you are honest, but consider the fact that even if people here do have a bit of money, they can probably look down their street and find someone homeless to give it to. And perhaps they do. This isn't intended to be rude, but why you? Your attitude doesn't help you. There's a homeless person not far from me, with a dog, and I like giving to them when I see them. You have to make people WANT to give to you. Have you prayed for guidance? Do you do Ho'oponopono? Do you listen to intuition? The only thing I can give you is the advice that this is not the best place to ask for money. You'd be better doing a 'gofundme' or something. Give people an (honest) reason to help you. Do you have a long term plan you can share with them? Do you want/can you get an ID? Even if you intend to continue to be homeless, perhaps you are homeless in the wrong darn place. Please don't yell at me for this, it won't help. I appreciate that you are outside the system and I'm sorry I can't help you more right now. This is my way of trying to help, and I'm also sorry if its not good enough. I don't just have a bunch of money to throw around.
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Post by bryan on Aug 17, 2019 13:36:17 GMT -5
that is what i mean't about this not being a spiritual website what is spiritual? being like children. my friend says i am too innocent for this world cause i am like a child in that i will trust and talk to anybody people distrust because of their own natures...they are liars and they are not to be trust and, AS A RESULT, DO NOT TRUST OTHERS children have no ulterior motives... you disrespect me by calling me a scammer when i open my heart and am honest to everybody in this chatroom. i have based my life on principals which is why i do the Sovereignty stuff. what kind of people are naturally distrustful? are children distrustful? 'be like the children' here is a perfect example of this bassackwards world: yesterday my friend and i were in the park. 2 times a couple of Jehovah Witnesses approached and talked with us. they were impressed at my Bible knowledge...what is typical of Christians is that they will preach about Jesus Christ but then they do NOT practice the code of the Bible regarding helping others yesterday in the park it was 110F. my friend and i spent 9 hours in mostly above 100F. it was 110f between 3-5pm roughly. now what do we get when we were in the park? 2 times a couple of Jehovah Witnesses. they knew we were homeless and thought we needed SOME PREACHING. they did NOT bother asking if we were hungry or thirsty or needed money or perhaps a bed and shower. this website is the same as the example of the park yesterday. YOU ALL PREACH ABOUT SPIRITUALITY WITH YOUR NICE WORDS but you do NOT practice what you preach the irony on a SUPPOSED SPIRITUAL WEBSITE THAT PEOPLE ARE CENSORING OR DISRESPECTING SOMEBODY BY ASSUMING THE PERSON IS A SCAMMER. people who are supposedly spiritual that are distrustful? really? no different than the Bible thumpers...they PREACH ABOUT SOMETHING THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND. THEY DID NOT UNDERSTAND THE CODE OF THE BIBLE NO DIFFERENT THAN THOSE WHO CLAIM SPIRITUALITY ON THIS WEBSITE. THEY DO NOT REALIZE SPIRITUALITY IS MORE THAN MEDITATION, YOGA AND PRETTY WORDS... I DETEST LYING. WHAT IS THE POINT IN LYING ESPECIALLY IN THIS nuts WORLD. THIS WORLD IS NOT WORTH LYING, CHEATING, STEALING, MURDERING ETC. what you just did by calling me a scammer IS DISCREDIT ME AND WAS DISRESPECTFUL you wrote nice words in previous interactions BUT THIS TIME SHOW YOUR TRUE NATURE. I think you are honest, but consider the fact that even if people here do have a bit of money, they can probably look down their street and find someone homeless to give it to. And perhaps they do. This isn't intended to be rude, but why you? Your attitude doesn't help you. There's a homeless person not far from me, with a dog, and I like giving to them when I see them. You have to make people WANT to give to you. Have you prayed for guidance? Do you do Ho'oponopono? Do you listen to intuition? The only thing I can give you is the advice that this is not the best place to ask for money. You'd be better doing a 'gofundme' or something. Give people an (honest) reason to help you. Do you have a long term plan you can share with them? Do you want/can you get an ID? Even if you intend to continue to be homeless, perhaps you are homeless in the wrong darn place. Please don't yell at me for this, it won't help. I appreciate that you are outside the system and I'm sorry I can't help you more right now. This is my way of trying to help, and I'm also sorry if its not good enough. I don't just have a bunch of money to throw around. i responded to HER accusation that i was a scammer. if people choose not to help me that obviously is their prerogative. would you rather i write like a conman or scammer...i am sure they are pleasant and know all the tricks on how to generate money i am completely comfortable with who i am. i am direct and do not pretend. i have no intention of ever getting ID again. i have changed too much to GO BACK THERE. i will tell you a story. i had a friend on the West Coast of FLorida. she owned 6 homes and did qiqong, meditation, yoga, hooponopono etc. guess what happened? her life went down the toilet. one day she said to me 'i do not know what to believe anymore
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Post by andrew on Aug 17, 2019 13:50:29 GMT -5
I think you are honest, but consider the fact that even if people here do have a bit of money, they can probably look down their street and find someone homeless to give it to. And perhaps they do. This isn't intended to be rude, but why you? Your attitude doesn't help you. There's a homeless person not far from me, with a dog, and I like giving to them when I see them. You have to make people WANT to give to you. Have you prayed for guidance? Do you do Ho'oponopono? Do you listen to intuition? The only thing I can give you is the advice that this is not the best place to ask for money. You'd be better doing a 'gofundme' or something. Give people an (honest) reason to help you. Do you have a long term plan you can share with them? Do you want/can you get an ID? Even if you intend to continue to be homeless, perhaps you are homeless in the wrong darn place. Please don't yell at me for this, it won't help. I appreciate that you are outside the system and I'm sorry I can't help you more right now. This is my way of trying to help, and I'm also sorry if its not good enough. I don't just have a bunch of money to throw around. i responded to HER accusation that i was a scammer. if people choose not to help me that obviously is their prerogative. would you rather i write like a conman or scammer...i am sure they are pleasant and know all the tricks on how to generate money i am completely comfortable with who i am. i am direct and do not pretend. i have no intention of ever getting ID again. i have changed too much to GO BACK THERE. i will tell you a story. i had a friend on the West Coast of FLorida. she owned 6 homes and did qiqong, meditation, yoga, hooponopono etc. guess what happened? her life went down the toilet. one day she said to me 'i do not know what to believe anymore I can well believe that happened. Doing that stuff should put us on our true, authentic path...which might be a path without much materiality. I totally understand why you wouldn't want an ID. I hate ID's. I hate having my name on anything. It's the 'strawman identity' isn't it. It's fake. It's 'the matrix'. As I said, I believe you are totally honest. I'm being honest with you too. A difficulty with giving you money is there's a sense that it would be useless. Like it won't help you. Whereas I have a sense of being able to help the lady and dog down the street. These internal senses matter. It's why you need to throw people an honest bone about your plan, It will give them an inner sense of actually being able to help. I'm not saying to do it here, it's probably futile here. If you have no intention of getting an ID, then chances are you are going to be homeless, right? Perhaps, ideally, you could live in a motorhome? Give people a reason to help you. The reason I would suggest Ho'oponopono or prayer, is not because I think it will bring you money directly, it's so that you can have insight as to what is a good step for you. This town you are in sounds bad. Can you get your as.s to Austin or something? (I don't know America well).
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