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Post by Reefs on Aug 10, 2019 23:03:59 GMT -5
my thread was deleted on who runs this stagr world Stay in your heads. It's safe Goodbye Bryan, I didn't delete any of your posts. I just moved them. I've merged all the threads you've started into one single thread. You've posted 126 posts and started 8 new threads in barely 2 days. That's usually what spammers or trolls do. You don't seem to be the typical troll/spammer though, maybe you are just too enthusiastic about the topics you want to discuss. We'll see. For now, you'll be confined to posing in this one thread only. R
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Post by laughter on Aug 10, 2019 23:06:41 GMT -5
my thread was deleted on who runs this stagr world Stay in your heads. It's safe Goodbye Relax, calm down, and your free speech will be restored! Relax, you're among friends. There's not a single member here who wouldn't risk getting sedated if we related some of the stuff we do on here out in the general public.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 11, 2019 0:19:27 GMT -5
I am really sorry to hear all this. Sounds like very difficult circumstances indeed.
Will simply say; Regardless of conditions, being continues to abide and in being, there is peace. You need to find a way to challenge the story you've bought into. It's the stories we buy into/tell ourselves that make for suffering.
I don't believe that. It's what you are experiencing that creates the sufferingYes, you are not alone in thinking that. That's the consensus belief.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 11, 2019 0:27:31 GMT -5
my thread was deleted on who runs this stagr world Stay in your heads. It's safe Goodbye Relax, calm down, and your free speech will be restored! Relax, you're among friends. There's not a single member here who wouldn't risk getting sedated if we related some of the stuff we do on here out in the general public.
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Post by bluey on Aug 11, 2019 6:09:17 GMT -5
Thanks for the honesty Bryan in that you feel separate. As I've just got in, listening to one of David Ickes videos at work today where he almost had to pull back the tears and said we are all one. I don't know your background teachers you may have been under. I came across David Icke as I live in a deprived area of the UK. Two jail birds introduced me to Icke. Both had stolen his books one from a library who ended up getting caught which made me laugh as he said he was going down the escalator and the security were waiting below and one other from a book shop who I've known since we've been children. He would always break into places to get caught. As he would see this place as a mad house and everyone was a class A prisoner and loved being a class B prisoner where he was better fed. We've had some great conversations on freedom from what is. From being a class A prisoner to a class B prisoner. And they were the first to say David Icke has deepened from the old days. Which looked more new age to what sages are pointing at. As he even references Ramana now in his talks. So David Icke has served for them. As a bird outside the cage will truly inform a bird within that it's not free. It's all sages are pointing at for those who are thirsty for This. No use casting pearls before swine they won't know the value of it Most conversations on here are more about one up manship. Come back in ten years times the quarrels will be the same. There's a story of a bird that gets taught in the Eastern tradition 😉 ( and btw the East had a great tradition of trade too) and as the owner goes abroad he asks the bird within the cage if there is a message he would like to send to his fellow friends. He just said tell them I'm in a cage. And the owner placed the message over and one bird fell over as if dead. The owner came back and gave the bird within the cage the message The bird instantly on hearing the message dropped down dead. The owner thinking that the bird was dead tossed him out. But the bird flew up and the owner said I thought you had died from the message. No said the bird the other bird sent me a message how to die rightly in order to be free. To die whilst living. If I go to work 99 percent of people are of this colour. 1 percent tend to feel something different. This is why the East was able to produce create a space for sages to appear. Buddha is probably the greatest sage that has appeared in that his tree stills bears fruit. He has many branches under his realisation. I don't expect the West to create the volume of sages as the East has done overnight as the teachings are new. Where the measure of thirty to forty years against a tradition of thousands of years. You will need google ads to drive in the traffic. Even with the impressions the click through rate will still be 1-2 percent. And that's enough to measure against the Eastern traditions. I have to agree with zen dancer as when I first had my computer for the West Richard Rose has many awakened students under his teachings. The real question maybe that you're not ready or maybe you are. You may find the parts that are against a teacher also exist in other areas of your life too or some parts may be better than a sage. Only you know what's best. What you call natural may in fact turn out to be unnatural. It depends on what part you are referencing. You may have a better relationship in the area of having a partner, finance or work against a sage who may know the silence but may be struggling in these areas. You mentioned Aldous Huxley he also met with Krishnamurti, George Bernard Shaw too, even Charlie Chaplin ( with all the silent movies 🎥 he never came upon This) even David Bohm the famous theoretical scientist never came upon This When I first came upon this site posting for Ian Wolstenholme I expected to see students of Art Ticknor, Shawn, Bart Marshall, Tess Hughes ( a fantastic teacher btw ).Most of these sages I've come across as I've been promoting Ian mainly on Conscious TV. It may be a case that they are focused on their teacher and teachings Or that people come on here to be entertained and miss what's in front of them. Prefer to just talk about spiritual teachings but don't understand the silence of a teacher. I don't know. How do you see it? i agree with much of what you say. thing is my world is surreal...when i walk around i just see a staged of programmed vacuous shells with no independent thinking (it appears). they are just following their scripted and controlled existence almost as if they are programs the internet now has changed and many of the people online now seem like programmed bots to me. i can see they are being scripted in the words they use or their hive-like nature in the collective attempts to control a forum this forum is unique because i am actually encountering people who are awake and aware and evolved such as yourself. IT IS RARE TO FIND SUCH PEOPLE!! i agree with you on the 'one-upmanship' and i agree on what you said about throwing pearls before swine i have not had any teachers. THE PROCESS I HAVE GONE THROUGH JUST HAPPENED LIKE THUNDER AND LIGHTENING. it turned on at a certain point and i have gradually EVOLVED i never really read any DAVID ICKE stuff. in fact, i never believed in reptilians until i saw a guy shapeshift in a bathroom. i also met another one who pulled her eye and it turned black. another reptilian i met had black oily thing floating around in his eye. i see people popping in and out of thin air right before my eyes. people going in bathrooms and not coming out. people going in a bathroom and somebody else coming out. i have seen the fence next to where i sleep go down 2 feet in height as though we are living in a hologram. i have seen MANY THINGS THAT MOST PEOPLE WOULD NOT BELIEVE there is a guy called ALAN WATT (no s). he goes on about the elite and their agenda which would be a NOVUS ORDO SECLORUM OR NEW SECULAR ORDER. anyways..it is all connected to elite people like Aldous Huxley and his friend Alan Watts. part of the whole New World Order....veganism, kibbutz communal living, off-grid yada yada yada. and of course CHINA is the script and the TAO...funny thing about the Tao..it says IF IT NEEDS TO BE SAID IT IS NOT THE TRUTH yet the Tao and pages and pages of words hahahaha i have found that most beliefs in this world are contradictory and conflicted.... i understand what you are trying to say about dying while living...thing is..my ability to live is HINDERED BY THE MATRIX. I CANNOT GET RIDESHARES, JOBS OR HOUSING as i am being heavily controlled. my attempt at LIVING IS DIFFICULT BECAUSE I AM UNABLE TO GET AROUND. I DO NOT USE ID SO I AM UNABLE TO TAKE PLANES OR BUSES. IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO LIVE WHEN THERE ARE OUTSIDE FORCES BLOCKING ANY ATTEMPTS YOU MAKE AT GOING ELSEWHERE OR GETTING JOBS OR HOUSING.. everything to me is natural until IT IS NOT NATURAL ANYMORE. i have gone from being HIGHLY SEXUAL TO FINDING SEX GROSS TO HAVING NO INTEREST ONLY TO FEEL HIGHLY SEXUAL AGAIN. sex is total body and mind control but it is also PART OF LIVING.. i do not get all in my head about stuff. i just do what i do...i try to live based on my principals and i have paid a price for that. Yes this a good forum. And has the potential to be even better where seekers can come on board and be helped. There's also the other side just as any business or even yourself, myself including as you are a business in the sense you have running costs and have to get by. The forum, website has running costs so its easier when people do share over and at the same time genuine seekers can benefit meet with people like Tess Hughes, Art Ticknor and others who may have links to the retreats that are associated with this site. I say this as I was able to at some point promote Ian on here without a cost attached and it's helped in many ways. I do point people in their direction when asked on teachers. As a way of thanks. How would you run this site forum if it was your show. Taking into account the message behind it and running costs associated with it?
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Post by bryan on Aug 11, 2019 6:54:11 GMT -5
You have never suffered You minimize it like a perpetrator would to a victim You are mind based. You forgot feelings I don't.feel charges from past events. What i showed you above is a small fraction of what i endure 24/7 You can use pretty words but MOST OF YOU IN MY SHOES WOULD HAVE SUICIDED DECADES AGO i am achieving nothing in this world Everything i have done was pointless and meaningless as it CHANGED NOTHING FOR THE BETTER You all do this CEREBRAL DANCE TOGETHER BUT YOU AREN'T SPIRITUAL. SPIRITUAL INVOLVES BEING REAL WITH FEELINGS
BEING IN YOUR HEADS ON THIS FORUM IS EGO AVOIDING THOSE PESKY EMOTIONS
YOU ARE FOOLING YOURSELVES
PEOPLE LOVE LYING TO THEMSELVES AND EACH OTHER
Bryan, I'm not minimizing suffering, yours or anyone else's. I'm just trying to give you the good news that you can stay in this world and not suffer. Short of that, you can take steps to minimize the suffering. I assure you, that I have suffered, and still very much feel all sorts and manner of pain, and live a life far from material certainty. Bear in mind that when you tell other's they haven't suffered that suffering isn't entirely objective, and really, there's not a single person who's ever lived or is alive who hasn't suffered to one degree or another. Pain, on the other hand, is much less subjective than suffering, and the pain you're describing sounds quite excruciating. i do not feel "pity-pot" for anything that has happened to me. i am pointing out the patterns to show the True Nature of this vile world. i do NOT feel charges with past events. i am showing the scripted nature of this world and the one-sided nature of this world i do believe this world is AN ANIMAL FARM AND WE ARE THE ANIMALS BEING HERDED. or better yet, a free range chicken farm for myself this world looks like a circus world of retards. i CANNOT relate to anybody.
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Post by bryan on Aug 11, 2019 6:55:01 GMT -5
my thread was deleted on who runs t"his stagr world Stay in your heads. It's safe Goodbye Bryan, I didn't delete any of your posts. I just moved them. I've merged all the threads you've started into one single thread. You've posted 126 posts and started 8 new threads in barely 2 days. That's usually what spammers or trolls do. You don't seem to be the typical troll/spammer though, maybe you are just too enthusiastic about the topics you want to discuss. We'll see. For now, you'll be confined to posing in this one thread only. R perhaps next time you could send a message when you feel the NEED TO CONTROL by the way. SPIRITUAL people are in NO WAY CONTROLLING.
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Post by bryan on Aug 11, 2019 6:57:56 GMT -5
my thread was deleted on who runs this stagr world Stay in your heads. It's safe Goodbye Relax, calm down, and your free speech will be restored! Relax, you're among friends. There's not a single member here who wouldn't risk getting sedated if we related some of the stuff we do on here out in the general public. i do not need your patronizing nonsense i do NOT participate in forms that censor. part of my principals. free speech is an absolute. like i said, most of you do NOT seem spiritual to me. you are hiding IN YOUR HEADS. most forums on the internet are the same way...there is a nastiness in people and I SEE IT ON THIS FORUM ALSO the internet was created FOR EGO INFLATION....twitter, instagram, fakebook, selfies yada yada yada.
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Post by bryan on Aug 11, 2019 6:59:40 GMT -5
I don't believe that. It's what you are experiencing that creates the sufferingYes, you are not alone in thinking that. That's the consensus belief. see....but you all give yourselves away i know when people have suffered and based on the way you post i can tell you have never suffered... these people that write these words have never suffered...they are OPERATING IN THEIR HEADS... common problem with these so-called gurus is most of them FORGOT FEELINGS
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Post by bryan on Aug 11, 2019 7:00:24 GMT -5
Relax, calm down, and your free speech will be restored! Relax, you're among friends. There's not a single member here who wouldn't risk getting sedated if we related some of the stuff we do on here out in the general public. your support of the other poster is because you are scripted and controlled. the HIVE always works together. your mind is completely controlled
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Post by bryan on Aug 11, 2019 7:08:20 GMT -5
i agree with much of what you say. thing is my world is surreal...when i walk around i just see a staged of programmed vacuous shells with no independent thinking (it appears). they are just following their scripted and controlled existence almost as if they are programs the internet now has changed and many of the people online now seem like programmed bots to me. i can see they are being scripted in the words they use or their hive-like nature in the collective attempts to control a forum this forum is unique because i am actually encountering people who are awake and aware and evolved such as yourself. IT IS RARE TO FIND SUCH PEOPLE!! i agree with you on the 'one-upmanship' and i agree on what you said about throwing pearls before swine i have not had any teachers. THE PROCESS I HAVE GONE THROUGH JUST HAPPENED LIKE THUNDER AND LIGHTENING. it turned on at a certain point and i have gradually EVOLVED i never really read any DAVID ICKE stuff. in fact, i never believed in reptilians until i saw a guy shapeshift in a bathroom. i also met another one who pulled her eye and it turned black. another reptilian i met had black oily thing floating around in his eye. i see people popping in and out of thin air right before my eyes. people going in bathrooms and not coming out. people going in a bathroom and somebody else coming out. i have seen the fence next to where i sleep go down 2 feet in height as though we are living in a hologram. i have seen MANY THINGS THAT MOST PEOPLE WOULD NOT BELIEVE there is a guy called ALAN WATT (no s). he goes on about the elite and their agenda which would be a NOVUS ORDO SECLORUM OR NEW SECULAR ORDER. anyways..it is all connected to elite people like Aldous Huxley and his friend Alan Watts. part of the whole New World Order....veganism, kibbutz communal living, off-grid yada yada yada. and of course CHINA is the script and the TAO...funny thing about the Tao..it says IF IT NEEDS TO BE SAID IT IS NOT THE TRUTH yet the Tao and pages and pages of words hahahaha i have found that most beliefs in this world are contradictory and conflicted.... i understand what you are trying to say about dying while living...thing is..my ability to live is HINDERED BY THE MATRIX. I CANNOT GET RIDESHARES, JOBS OR HOUSING as i am being heavily controlled. my attempt at LIVING IS DIFFICULT BECAUSE I AM UNABLE TO GET AROUND. I DO NOT USE ID SO I AM UNABLE TO TAKE PLANES OR BUSES. IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO LIVE WHEN THERE ARE OUTSIDE FORCES BLOCKING ANY ATTEMPTS YOU MAKE AT GOING ELSEWHERE OR GETTING JOBS OR HOUSING.. everything to me is natural until IT IS NOT NATURAL ANYMORE. i have gone from being HIGHLY SEXUAL TO FINDING SEX GROSS TO HAVING NO INTEREST ONLY TO FEEL HIGHLY SEXUAL AGAIN. sex is total body and mind control but it is also PART OF LIVING.. i do not get all in my head about stuff. i just do what i do...i try to live based on my principals and i have paid a price for that. Yes this a good forum. And has the potential to be even better where seekers can come on board and be helped. There's also the other side just as any business or even yourself, myself including as you are a business in the sense you have running costs and have to get by. The forum, website has running costs so its easier when people do share over and at the same time genuine seekers can benefit meet with people like Tess Hughes, Art Ticknor and others who may have links to the retreats that are associated with this site. I say this as I was able to at some point promote Ian on here without a cost attached and it's helped in many ways. I do point people in their direction when asked on teachers. As a way of thanks. How would you run this site forum if it was your show. Taking into account the message behind it and running costs associated with it? if you wanna come off as a spiritual website, i would advise no censorship or control. that already smacks of non-spiritual thing is most people on this website are LOST IN THEIR HEADS without any real experiential knowledge. i do NOT notice many people on here with feelings. i do not come on here to be helped. i see enough about this world and i am complete. i believe as ugk the anti-guru. all gurus are conmen. he is correct! it is not that expensive to operate a website. i would also add TRULY SPIRITUAL PEOPLE DO NOT ENGAGE IN GROUP HIVE BEHAVIOR. you have a problem with that on this website. like i said before, you are all doing a CEREBRAL DANCE TOGETHER IN YOUR HEADS. the EGO HIDES IN THE HEAD. i can easily tell whether people are evolved or not. there are NOT many evolved on this website i have NEVER understood this NEED TO CONTROL. on the internet, police etc. i have NEVER felt the need to control another person. NEVER. so the control freaks i will NEVER understand i have NEVER engaged in GROUP-HIVE-BEHAVIOR, so i do not understand this GROUP nonsense that i see on forums like this. i always stand as an INDIVIDUAL. group mentality or hive mentality IS DANGEROUS. what is dangerous also is PEOPLE IN EGO POSING AS SPIRITUAL. THE EGO HIDES IN THE HEAD.
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Post by bryan on Aug 11, 2019 7:11:05 GMT -5
since i am ISOLATED to this thread alone i will more than likely no longer be posting.
you can all do your CIRCLE JERK together. YOU ARE NOT EVOLVED. you just have learned this cerebral dance of the ego.
since i am being ostracized and isolated i cannot support this forum. it is not different than the rest of the internet, censorship and control
i wish you all the best. I DO NOT NEED PEOPLE ANYMORE!
GOOD LUCK WITH WHAT IS COMING. HELL ON EARTH!
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Post by bryan on Aug 11, 2019 7:12:36 GMT -5
i really DO NOT NEED people anymore.
i really get nothing out of these interactions anymore
tuttles!
for the record, this IS a stage world that POORLY CAST. oscar wilde was correct.
most of you are being scripted. i can see it in your words and in your tone...
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Post by andrew on Aug 11, 2019 7:22:16 GMT -5
i really DO NOT NEED people anymore. i really get nothing out of these interactions anymore tuttles! There's a conspiracies thread (called con-spear-acies or something like that) if you want to have a browse through it. A lot of the videos we posted there have now been deleted by youtube. There have been attempts to talk about the stuff you talk about here. I've followed Icke, understand a lot of what you are saying, but I come here for the intellectual spiritual stuff, and because I quite like the people (even though I argue with them). Interesting Epstein situation eh? Out of interest I searched on youtube yesterday for 'Epstein murdered', and took photos of the top 30 searches that came up. 75 percent alternative truth people. I will check again in a few days. Willing to bet that most of it is gone and we'll be left with cnn, fox, abc. I look at bit/chute these days, but I find Trump enthusiasts a bit of a pain.
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Post by bryan on Aug 11, 2019 7:35:16 GMT -5
i really DO NOT NEED people anymore. i really get nothing out of these interactions anymore tuttles! There's a conspiracies thread (called con-spear-acies or something like that) if you want to have a browse through it. A lot of the videos we posted there have now been deleted by youtube. There have been attempts to talk about the stuff you talk about here. I've followed Icke, understand a lot of what you are saying, but I come here for the intellectual spiritual stuff, and because I quite like the people (even though I argue with them). Interesting Epstein situation eh? Out of interest I searched on youtube yesterday for 'Epstein murdered', and took photos of the top 30 searches that came up. 75 percent alternative truth people. I will check again in a few days. Willing to bet that most of it is gone and we'll be left with cnn, fox, abc. I look at bit/chute these days, but I find Trump enthusiasts a bit of a pain. it is ALL A STAGE. if you look for photos on the internet you will find that the clintons and trumps are best buddies. these THINGS are all friends behind the scenes. they are acting. everything is being spoon-fed to the public. peoples minds are controlled. I HAVE NEVER OWNED A TELEVISION. I HAVE NEVER OWNED A CELL-PHONE. only this labtop. i do NOT read mainstream news anymore or conspiracy stuff because it is completely scripted and staged for your consumption epstein, more than likely, IS ALIVE OR HE WAS SUICIDED. there is NO WAY he suicided himself. more than likely though, HE IS ALIVE AND WELL... rememberr this world is A FAKE STAGE OF LIES, SMOKE AND MIRRORS... there is much in the words...shakespeare (shakes spear) as in spear the heart (heart anagram for earth)....i see patterns in the words, numbers and symbols... i honestly do NOT find anything interesting about the CEREBRAL DANCING on this website. they are doing a circle jerk no different from the regular people on other websites. i am not really into pretending and i am unaffected by praise and insults anyways.. THE GROUP STUFF ON THIS WEBSITE AND ELSEWHERE IS SHAME-BASED BEHAVIOR OF MR AND MRS EGO. you know...my sh*t does not stink but yours does. i really have no interest in that nonsense. i am interested in people like myself..fat chance of meeting people like that...
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