Hi Gopal yes I was born in to an Indian family of good parents. My father was very creative, but very old school. He loved scriptures of every tradition. My mother was the opposite she would read her prayers back to front. A great cook but very poor at book reading. Which I loved as I listened to her growing up. Having this colour and texture was very important. I know sages talk of seeing through the story of a me. That there was a never a seeker in the first place. Which is very true on some level.
But the story of a separate me is also beautiful as each part serves to bring you to This. An example being for me in the story the character Bach Shergill was born to these characters. My mother had lost a son and from her conditioning and being a woman from an Indian tradition that's a real death for her for where she's at in her experience, a loss of a child was very important to her. To talk of non duality would have gone over her head. As it does most 😂
But after giving birth to many girls sages appeared to her to say you will give birth to a son. But you won't be able to claim him as your own.
When I was born she would always say what do they know. You belong to me.
Why I never visited a doctor growing up as she would care protect my health, post realisation I developed cancer. So I had to experience this side of the ups and downs of health. My mother died as a result of seeing her son in poor health. It really ripped into her womb why she developed cancer of the womb. The beauty of the feminine that gives birth to life will also sacrifice before That for their own.
In the story my sisters had done well academically. I was doing well but after awakening my maths skills turned to zero. I'm probably the worst person on Earth now to remember my own PIN number queuing up in a bank.
Being around Tantric sages has enabled me to serve better.
Meeting underprivileged children who have a story that's very real for them and having well off sharks at work we can exchange notes and for some they seem to enter this space very easily when there is trust. I never knew of vegan trends or investing in this new beyond meat burger trend but from
the trends and listening to children. They bring much as teachers in the business world as well as in life. I don't have children I've been born to be a lover of That. But I tend to look in that direction for business trends and advice.
We tend to meet in this open realised space. I tend to share over my story and they always say that would make a good film. But I always say your story is real for you and unreal at the same time as we are sitting here trying to work out a way out. But I always find it fascinating that a solution always presents itself.
Especially it seems for children they love the part where on the marketplace I was prevented from marrying my partner as the character wasn't seen as bringing in a great income. My partner was sent abroad forced into an arranged marriage. But for the character Bach Shergill I went within and awakened to That. A white sage appeared with deep eyes. David was his name. A Tantric sage which led me on to Barry Long and then Ian Wolstenholme. But for me as great as the sages that appeared I still loved my partner who was sold sent away in the story. She was important to me as the sages I met too. A little about her, her eyes are beautiful. Wide, flicker from hazel to green in the sun. I'm not too much into Bollywood movies but some famous stars stopped her once in Canada the same spot the movie Twilight was filmed to point out how beautiful her eyes are. One was Hrthik Roshan I can't remember the female lead in the film.
The famous designer of the shoes with the red sole also pointed out her beauty and eyes. I have a pictures of the male make up artist who is a good friend of my partner who does the makeup for Aishwarya Rai, Preity Zinta etc.
We are united now. Being in the realised space but also in the story is important as you add more silence to those near you too where there is trust. Trust is important. Then those can open more to That.
My Being with David in the beginning didn't fit too well with the conservative Indian tradition. As they felt back then a white teacher awakened, no such thing? Must be a cult.
But over the years that's changed even in my own family. Wayne Dyer seems to be a favourite of theirs. The Shift and his story of Teddy and the teacher. I don't know if you know of it. But collectively I feel most people will relate to it for now.
The archetype of the orphan child is most loved in films and stories. The Wizard of Oz being a classic film. But I feel this will shift in the future.
Being with Barry Long at his satsang and hearing time and time again of men seeking not really for Truth but because they hadn't been hugged by their fathers. It seemed that all of his satsang was full of these people. That had needs yet wanted to know the painter behind the picture too. If you come to know the painter will those needs still be there?
Like two children I've been working with they are about to graduate but they have taught me much on freestyle movement. Merging all styles into one yet being beyond them all too. Something I came across with Bruce Lee and his understanding of the sage Krishnamurti and his teachings. Why I love working with children as they show you the trends. I'm in the business game I always go to children to ask their advice on what's happening out there.
It's like the sage Enigma on here I feel he is pointing at much. In the past being shut down he's still served over regardless. He keeps everything as a play lighthearted but serves no matter what's thrown at him. He doesn't have to. I bet if he opened up he could put over his story and silence he's pointing at too.
Meera Bhai or some call Mira Bhai she's a great sage and princess of India. I always enjoyed the story of her. Her works. Her understanding of the inner regions, her problems in the story. Even her poetry on sleep and meditation. It's beautiful. Especially her love of diamonds and then meeting her teacher his eyes became real diamonds for her. I know what's she's pointing at.
I do feel meeting with children that the styles non duality, zen Tantra, Bhakti the sages of the future will move through them but will have a more freestyle attitude on their approach to them. They will take from each but won't belong to any tradition. As That will be limiting to the space they are and also people they meet too and ones dear to them.
And I agree with them. My pointing at That is very different but at the end of the day it brings in the results. I work differently to most teachers. At work I have to bring in six figures in sharing this over just one person coming to That is worth more.
This song I'm sure you've heard it before. There's a film movie The Adjustment Bureau. It's a good film. In the Bhakti tradition you have to go beyond, beyond.
When I met Ian Wolstenholme he said to me keep all meaning simple. I've kept that advice in my heart as it awakens others. It may come across in this post if doesn't then throw it. It's not about me but you.
Enjoy xx