Ruthless Truth

[jay17]

I miss stepvhen, i wish he'd come back and grace us with his fascinating personality - his attitude and communication style.
I particularly enjoy his exorbitant use of sarcasm.
I would enjoy a face to face convo with this bloke.

Nov 30, 2010 20:42:10 GMT -5 stepvhen said:

- Secondly, your an idiot, I'm enlightened. Need I say any more?
- smarmy vagina. Never even noticed that what he posted renders your conceptual BS inert
- No idiot he dosn't.
- I can pick up and use any Ego I wish, I can smash your nuts to pieces with a good hard fighter of an ego and sustain NO damage to my self as I am free of self.
- To be egoless would be to be trapped in the egoless state. How the x is that enlightenment you new age hippy ?
- Of course there is a subject. The subject just is not you!!! Get it yet? See why you are unenlightened and I am a buddha?
- Now you little girl, you are talking too shallow parroting new age definitions and bullnuts you are clueless
- I'm talking about little girls like you here, clueless losers who do not know a true offer of what they have spent their life searching for when they see it.
- Enlightenment, non duality is no bed of roses you hack
- Your amazingly dull really aren't you.
- Is there any courage left in you?
- So let e get this right. You guys all came looking for liberation in order to make your own lives easier?
Wow. Thats weak. You are so involved in your stories it really brings a tear to my japs eye.
Those stories are grat and you are all heroes on a biblical scale in my eyes and deserve the fruits of your heroism however rotten they may be.
- I went to ruthless truth to kick up nuts. To piss all over it and show what I considered a bunch of new age vaginas that life was hard and they needed to grow up and accept it.
Then I got liberated.
- Maybe it is because you have truly transcended the need to not be idiots?
Maybe it is because you are truly stuck in the need to be idiots.
I can never tell.
Either way. Your weaker than an Ethiopians piss
- Are you retarded? Being free of ego doesn't mean not having one. It's impossible to communicate a point without ego.
It means not being trapped in it. Like you are, with your constant passive aggressive bs.
Your a vagina
- Jealous much? You jealous that me a guy who thinks spiritual enlightenment id a pile of piss and spirituality is a joke is living in non dual abidance?
Jealous?? Is that why you're such a passive aggressive wannabe seeker?
jealousy?
- The great spiritual master has spoken. He has proved his importance, we should all bow. Bow down to this mans magnificent egoless amazingness.
You truly are an action hero. You are the john rambo of the spiritual world and I for one am proud to basque in the luscious rays of your genius
When you get over yourself and your role as spiritual messiah king do be sure to delete every facetious thing you have ever written here, your inane cult of self ramblings drag down the average quality of the entire forum
- What a weak sheepish little coward of a man. This is the equivalent of shouting insults and clogging your fingers into your ears to maintain your own fantasy. ha ha
- Is there any one single person in here with a shred of decency.
- Oh. I'm sorry. I wasn't aware you were pals with THE Jerry Katz.!!!
WOW A REAL LIFE CELEBRITY. You must be really important to be friends with him!!! I didn't know how important you were before I pointed out that you are a weak constricted coward of a man. Please forgive me FORGIVE ME I WANT TO BE FRIENDS I DIDNT KNOW YOU KNEW A FAMOUS GUY.
You are so amazing!!!!! Take me back TAKE ME BACK.
idiot. Re-enforcing your shallow sense of self by name dropping... Are you friends with David Beckham too?? What about David Bowie? I'd love to meet him too.
- Michael. You are trapped in delusion. Shut up. Your opinion is not only useless but poisonous you have a false sense of self importance spawned from your own self image.
You're annoying everyone with the empty words you spew from the pulpit of your own self interest.
- What is with the sad little Karma swipes? And for the record. You have failed miserably.
I suppose when you got nothing else t do all say but sit around crying about your lost fortune while you wrap yourself in childish delusion you got a lot of time on your hands huh big guy?
- You really are a failure as a man. A failures a seeker and a failure as a father. My only hope is that your weakness is not infectious enough to permeate the lives of those around you and those who come to this board. The world would truly be abetter place without your weak cowardly narrow sighted ignorance

...That's only the first 22 pages, no point scanning the rest. I wonder if he's still like this, retaining those beliefs and personality, or did he experience a full-on meltdown like the creator of RT did.

[jay17]

There's a nice mild rain outside.
I'm relaxing, cooking a stew for a few hours.
I don't watch movies any more, and i've had my fill of docos this morning.
Thought i'd enjoy some light entertainment by watching more of stepvhen.
Stepvhen's response to sakshi's huge post...

Jan 23, 2011 21:46:03 GMT -5 stepvhen said:

Jan 23, 2011 5:48:07 GMT -5 sakshi said:

Hello m,

In my experience, online interactions have their limits. I know I've tried guided self-enquiry online that only had mixed results- whereas in person it's much easier to follow.

Stepvhen, I define Subject as the self (you) because that is what the personal pronoun can refer to. 'You' adresses the conscious Subject, the knower of objects and itself. Your disagreement is based on word games and is both pointless and irrational.

Now your ignorance is showed for all to see;

Quotes from the foundational texts on non-duality:
(stepvhen edited out the huge quotes)
-Chandogya Upanishad VI.XII
- Katha Upanishad I.II.XVIII.
- Katha Upanishad II.IV.I-V.
- Mundaka Upanishad I.I.
- Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, IV.
-Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, III.VIII.
- Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, IV.III.
- Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, IV.IV.
- Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, IV.IV.
- Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, IV.IV.
- Svetasvatara Upanishad, Adhyaya VI.
- Bhagavad Gita, Chapter XII.
- Shankara, Vivekachudamani
- Shankara, Vivekachudamani.
- Shankara, Vivekachudamani.
- Shankara, Vivekachudamani.
- Shankara, Vivekachudamani.
- Shankara, Vivekachudamani.
- Shankara, Vivekachudamani.
- Atma Bodha.
- Ashtavakra Gita.
- Forty Verses on Reality- Ramana Maharshi.
- Yoga Vasistha Sara.
- Tripura Rahasya, XV.
- Kaivalya Navaneeta.

Non-duality affirms you are the absolute reality, not 'there is no you'. Your ignorance is not surprising and all these texts show it.

What's the point in believing in non-duality? How can one arrive at knowledge of the witness of the mind through a belief in the mind? It can't be done. Belief is useful but it won't give you self-knowledge. To suggest adherents of non-duality rest with beliefs is to miss the whole point of self-enquiry- it is not an intellectual excercise in mental masturbation.

Pretentious Idiot with no grasp of his own experience

~howls of laughter~ oh, too funny.

Then it's back to his immature attempts at goading michaelsees...

Jan 23, 2011 21:46:03 GMT -5 stepvhen said:

Jan 23, 2011 1:11:13 GMT -5 @michaelsees said:

You see ST your button got pushed. The why of it is simple. The whole RT forum depends on only the written word which I have already pointed out that words alone are cheap and much too diverse to obtain any kind of real knowing.

Michael

Hey Coward. I called you out here to discuss this man to man, with no screen names to hide behind.

you tal so much about Ruthless truth. In fact you post in this threa more than any other. But you have not come in to talk

What a loser
www.ruthlesstruth.com/arena/viewtopic.php?f=4&t=857

You hang around here where it is safe.

You have said you understnd non duality but declare a belief in self......

idiot....

hahaha, i like the way he pauses, then just utters one word, his cosing judgement, "idiot"....hahaha

Jan 23, 2011 21:46:03 GMT -5 stepvhen said:

Sakshi..... why is your logic so bad. Explain why subject should be self?? WHY? just to make you feel right about your beliefs???

ignorant idiot.

I think stepvhen is an epitomy of 'lack of self awarness' when he arrogantly and aggressively judges others for the very same things he does.

[jay17]

michalesees responds...

Jan 23, 2011 22:28:44 GMT -5 michaelsees said:

ST your actions here on this forum are very typical of someone on prescribed meds.When you follow your doctor orders you are fine when you don't you behave as a child not getting his way.

Michael

...the first thing out of stepvhen's mindtank...

Jan 24, 2011 5:08:17 GMT -5 stepvhen said:

Sacky.


Not one of those quotes backs up what you are claiming. Not one.

Now please tell me a reason for why Subject is self, rather than "I read it in a really old book so it must be true" because you obviously mis-interpreted if those are your sources.


Just one good reason sacky my boy

...haha, name calling...thus simply confirming michaelsee's theory of stepvehn's immaturity.
Now who else in ST goes around calling others names...hahaha.

[jay17]

Jan 31, 2011 6:51:01 GMT -5 sakshi said:

ps, looks like my imperative for you to grow up was met with deaf ears. From RT forum;

Lets Focus here on kill count. Ever played Unreal tournament? We need head shots. Lots of them. The war is over now. This is a sport, death match to be exact. We play this sport for the benefit of the masses sitting in the stands gazing into the arena.

We need to stop playing and writing defensively. Our defence is rock solid. We can prove no you a million different ways using a billion different metaphors. Great. But, absolutely useless. We do not need to defend this. It's not a concept or argument. It requires no defence whatsoever. just like the notions of "self" requires no defence. Stop playing defensively. Turn your gaze with me towards offence.

Rabid offence. We have nothing to lose nothing to defend. All that is ever won or lost EVER is the illusion of self. We have nothing to lose. It's time to explore what liberation really means the ability to attack form above, below, between, beyond and within.

Get your frags up. This is a tournament. Its a game and it's going to be a lot of fun. We are going to use our liberation to allow us flow throughout the internet ravaging forum after forum honing our skills and picking up as many new players as possible along the way. Forget the philosophy and the contemplation of conceptual masturbation. Forget war. This is isn't even genocide anymore. It's a game. This is my game. I've dubbed it Death-Match. And I want you all playing with me. We are going to drop our guard, remove each piece of armour one by one and using any means at our disposable.... and I mean any.... we are going to liberate more people, and get as many people playing the game as is possible in as short a time as possible.

This time we are playing dirty. No defence. 100% offence. You go for the kill and the kill only, you do not defend. Does this mean to rage for no reason? No. Does this mean to put on a macho bravado face ? No.

It means to drop your guard and be 100% honest. Dropping your guard means you don't waste time protecting something that doesn't need it. Being honest means you keep your focus on the task at hand rather than some make believe conceptual bullnuts. Getting frags, kills, lots of them playing the game.

Collect your trophies. Count your kills, get them signed off on by a Mod on our forum. They will count. We are keeping score and we are all in this together.

I'll be posting up a list of internet forums I've surveyed for this exact task. I want everyone involved. I want you all playing. This will be disgustingly fun. Not fun in an ice cream on the beach kind of way, but fun in a getting a free punch on a guy you don't like when he's drunk, then running off laughing kind of way.

When you are in the thick of this game and you look around and think "I don't know what to do here" remember these words. "Get the kill by ANY MEANS NECESSARY"

- Stepvhen


Lol. What are you, 14?

You are suffering psychotic delusions.

No acquaintance with established non-duality teachings and texts; 'mumbo jumbo belief' and 'ancient books'.

No understanding of actual non-duality teachings; 'you misinterpret your sources'.

No ability to comprehend basic logic and grammar rules; 'no you!'

No ability to hold a civil debate without lying, accusing, sleight, circular reasoning, fallacies and an inability to respond to counter-arguments without blindly restating your premise; see all of your posts.

Oh God I've wasted so much time talking to you lol

To think I once took these guys seriously!

What a load of immature bollocks.

Any adults in the room want to talk?

Yeah, i'm done with kids, and i'm done with talking to Stepvhen like a mature adult, since he cannot give anybody else the same courtesy.

That definately sheds light on stepvhen's bizarre disassociative behavior.

[jay17]

Feb 10, 2011 18:18:35 GMT -5 zendancer said:

I'd say that S. is at least one lap behind the pace car. Maybe more. LOL

Now ithat was way funny ~smiles~

[jay17]

Feb 11, 2011 13:24:18 GMT -5 angela said:

it's your humility i admire the most stepvhen.

i love it bunches when you tell me what's true for me, or going to be true for me, especially because i'm so inclined to listen.

oh, to have a cup of coffee with you, my dear, and not say a single word. that'd be the most fun of all!

*hugs*

and i would sit with angela, siping me coffee, enjoying the stepvhen show.

[stepvhen]

Ahh we were all young once.
I do look back on those days with a certain level of fondness but also I wince...

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Nov 6, 2016 18:44:48 GMT -5 stepvhen said:

Ahh we were all young once.
I do look back on those days with a certain level of fondness but also I wince...

Hey

Do you still hear from Ciaran?

[stepvhen]

Not much. Our paths have diverged.
I'm in touch with some of the people from then though.
They're mostly normal people I can assure.

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Nov 6, 2016 19:07:25 GMT -5 stepvhen said:

Not much. Our paths have diverged.
I'm in touch with some of the people from then though.
They're mostly normal people I can assure.

Cool, yeah I'm sure Just ran a search while I asked the question and found this..

thisisciaran.com/

..he's looking almost professorial

[jay17]

Nov 6, 2016 18:44:48 GMT -5 stepvhen said:

Ahh we were all young once.
I do look back on those days with a certain level of fondness but also I wince...

[maxdprophet]

Nov 6, 2016 18:44:48 GMT -5 stepvhen said:

Ahh we were all young once.
I do look back on those days with a certain level of fondness but also I wince...

you're still young! the wincing is a common withdrawal symptom from adolescent hormone intoxication.  you'll forget soon enough!